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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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Morning @Snowie @outlander .... 👋💕

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Morning @Faith-and-Hope, how are you today?

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Still trying to work out how I am I think @Snowie ..... I was so exhausted last night, and then it dawned on me that it’s probably a backwash of relief from S2’s situation landing in a safety net.

My focus was on him, but of course I would have been carrying a similar hyper-vigilance and tension. He was running pretty close to throwing in the towel with his studies, which was likely to compound all the feelings he is trying to get on top of ......

Gonna have a jammies day methinks .....

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Jammies day sounds good @Faith-and-Hope im glad things have worked out for S2. Relief is a good feeling ❤

Morning sis how are you feeling? Im okish just anxious but manageable @Snowie 💜

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@Faith-and-HopeI think with children (of any age) we carry their burdens with us. No wonder you were exhausted. I am glad S2 had you their for him. A jammie day sounds good.

@outlanderhugs hun, I now not everything is great with you

I am ok. I slept well with the help of my meds. I am in a waiting stage which still isn't sitting well with me, but am trying hard to keep thongs settled. I keep telling myself I won't have any answers till at least Tuesday so trying to sit with those feelings for now.

Am out this afternoon at kids sports so might be a good distraction for me.

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Thanks sis. Im ok for now just managing the best i can ❤
Kids sport sounds like a good distraction even for a few hrs. Seems every little bit helps atm doesnt it. @Snowie

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@Snowie

I know we haven't spoken much this week, but I've been really worried about how you've been. So I'm pleased to see you vocalising how you are doing. I understand the wait for hospital is really frustrating when you know it's going to help, but in the meantime you have to sit in the sh#t pit! I hope we can get a chance for a chat soon over the weekend. I've missed your presence.

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@Sans911Thank you for that. I have been worried about you too hun. The last few days your posts have brightened my day with you feeling a little better and beong so proactive. I know there is still a long way to go for you, but any step forward, however small, in a good step

@Sans911whatever is happening in my life, I will always be there for you and to have a chat

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@Snowie

Evening sis. I've had a long, but interesting day. How are you doing tonight?

Thanks for your post. As I've said before it's hard for me to share the better days with you, but if they brighten your day a little, all the better. I can't wait for your days to get better. I'm always hoping and looking for that day that you say, I've feeling better, I think I can go on. Hugs and hugs

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Evening @Sans911. Please don't hold back on sharing the better days with me. I love hearing about those days. How did it all go today?

I am ok. Have been able to distract myself and am trying to stop my thought process and just be.

H has been really helpful yesterday and today which has helped.

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