My special place

Lots of photos @Bow

Here are a few.

The first one is the view I wake up to!

Oh my goodness, that is stunning!! @Snowie 🤩

Thanks @AuntGlow

I could stare at it all day! How are you?

Hi hon @outlander How are you going?

Oh they are so pretty @Snowie i love the icicles!

did you see we got some snow flurries up in the blue mountains last week? I also got FB memories of being up in the snow for work about 11years ago last week.

The icicles are cool. They run all along the roof line.

I did see you got some snow flurries @Bow

I read about your adventures with D and finding some book stores.

That would have been nice to see those memories. I got one too, from the snow, when the kids were younger.

Great photos @Snowie Thanks for sharing these.

I like looking at FB memories @Snowie @although they can certainly make me sad too. But I had one a couple of days ago of daughter. I wish I could show you. She was born with dark hair like her dad. Then it all fell out and she went blonde- but she was bald for sooooo long! I really really wanted a ginger baby like me. But she light brown now. But I got this photo of her when she was about 3, it must of been the sunlight, but I had a ginger girl!

My mum has ginger hair @Bow

It is such a lovely colour. People pay heaps for that colour hair!!!

D was bald for so long too, but she was born with little hair.

So today started out ok. Had a psych appointment, it went ok. Spoke about a few things coming up that are triggers for me. Talked about how to handle them and what things I can do to try and help myself.

Then went and saw mum in respite. She was meant to come home tomorrow but wanted to come home straight away. So brought her home, went and brought her some groceries and got her settled in. She said that she missed me, it was really hard when I was away, if I go away again she would struggle and I could have called her more when I was away (I called her every second day)

My stress levels went from about a 1 straight to a 10. The last two weeks feels like it was months ago now.

I'm so confused. She said she wanted to come home straight away, yet at the same time said she liked it in there and wants to go there permanently. I don't know what to do or where to go from here.