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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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Here with you @Snowie so hard for you my friend and I hope the wait is not for too much longer.

Sending a bucket 🪣 load of love 💙💙

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Thanks for the kind words @Eve7 @creative_writer @rav3n

It is hard knowing that my mental health rests on someone else's decision making.

Feel like all I do is damage control atm.

Have had dinner. Spaghetti, nice and quick

Just watching some tv, but think it might be an early night.

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Nothing wrong with an early night @Snowie. Spaghetti sounds delicious, I hope it turned out beautiful 💖. What are you watching on TV?

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No one complained about tea @creative_writer so it must have tasted ok!

Watching the formula 1 from last night. Couldn't stay awake last night to watch it so its on replay.

What are you up to?

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@SnowieI’m sure it tasted better than okay.

Haven’t been up to much tonight. Had dinner. Did some prayers. Massaged my head. I think my neck and jaw need a massage too, it’s been awfully tense. We store so many emotions in our body

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@creative_writer my kids aren't picky eaters so will eat practically anything.

We do stores a lot of emotions in our body. It can make us feel quite heavy at times.

If you don't mind me asking what religion are you?

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@Snowie you strike me as a motherly person who cooks delicious home cooked meals.

My body has a lot to release. It holds onto too much. It’s gotten to the point I can’t do one of those mindfulness exercises that focuses too much on the body due to the risk of having a body flashback triggered.

I’m Muslim

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I actually like cooking and trying out new recipes @creative_writer

It does sound like your faith is a big part of who you are. I'm glad you have that.

Our bodies can hold onto a lot. I'm sorry you have body flashbacks hon, they must be really hard to deal with. I hope today is going ok for you.

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So got a phone call this morning from my case manager saying that the hospital stay has been approved. My pdoc has already sent this through to the hospital. The next step is just waiting to hear from them about when the admission will go ahead. I guess it depends on the bed situation.

At least there is progress.

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I'm glad you got the news you were waiting for, @Snowie .

I'm sorry your birthday coincides with a traumatic childhood anniversary 😭

You must be feeling so stretched thin, with all the hanging on. 😥

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