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Hopefully the doctor can give you some meds for your asthma too @NatureLover

Even if you don't use them, at least you've got them in case of an emergency.

My psych knows they are away but last time I saw her I was going ok, so it wasn't much of a concern.

I didn't say anything to H as he was looking forward to this weekend. Also my son is taking a friend. Didn't want them to miss out just because of me.

I know I can reach out if I want/need, but I still feel scared.

Yes, I can hear you're scared @Snowie 😭

I'm scared for you too 🫂

The thing with the emergency steroids for asthma is you're only allowed to be on them for a week. Which I've already done. But yes, I'll ask the doctor.

@NatureLover thats a shame you have already used them and they didn't help.

There must be something the Dr can do.

Have they mentioned hospital and antibiotics via a drip?

I know I can log on here, but it's still not the same as having someone around.

Scared that things will progress.

I know it's not the same, having our words on the screen as having your family there @Snowie .

When do your hubby and son go up to the snow? Tomorrow?

I really don't want to go to hospital for a number of reasons. Hope it won't come to that.

I know I can log on here and feel a bit more stable @NatureLover

H and S went away today after school. S is just taking a day of tomorrow.

I really hope you don't end up in. Fingers crossed new meds help and you start to feel better.

Thanks, @Snowie . I really need to start feeling better soon...am out of patience. Plus I've missed so much work that it's going to be very stressful trying to catch up.

So you're alone tonight? Is your D working?

I'm glad being on here helps you feel a little more stable (usually?).

You would have missed a lot of work @NatureLover but that can't be helped. It would be stressful trying to catch back up with everything.

Alone tonight, and the next two. D working so just the dog and I. Alot of time to stew over my own thoughts....

I hope the PGC can help distract you tonight @Snowie . I know it probably won't distract you completely but I hope it helps.

Which day is the funeral, is that tomorrow?

I'm hoping the pgc does @NatureLover

Yet I am at the stage where I just don't care anymore about the outcome.

The funeral is tomorrow. Three delightful hours in the car with my mum. Probably more since we will get stuck in peak hour traffic on the way home

Oh gosh, @Snowie 😣

Well I am sending wishes that you can get through tonight 🤞

Also that you can get through tomorrow with the long car drive with your mother and the funeral 🤞

Sending lots of care dear @Snowie 💙