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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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@Snowie Sorry things feel relentless 😢 That puts more pressure on 😢

Thinking of you every day and hoping you can cope OK 💙

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Good morning @NatureLover @creative_writer

Hoping your day is going well.

Stuck at home again (my own doing) Guess one positive is I had a shower and got dressed!!

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Sending you lots of love @Snowie

💜💜💜

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Oh @Eve7

How are you going? Are you in hospital? (Only if you want to answer)

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No not in yet @Snowie but seeing pdoc in the morning. No bed in private last night but there is now as admissions just called asking me to arrive at 12.30 tomorrow. They’re going to ring me back after I see pdoc.

ECT is to start on Friday but I haven’t agreed to it yet. My life is sh*t.

How was your day?

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Just one day at a time @Eve7

Maybe tomorrow after your pdoc might be the best. At least it is something that you and your pdoc can discuss tomorrow. Hoping you can talk to him about the ECT too.

I guess if you do go tomorrow it won't be a forced admission.

Please know we are here for you. Also thanks for the reply.

My day was ok. Still doing things I shouldn't but I don't know how else to cope atm.

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The SW just cancelled again on me. Not coming tomorrow now. Why do I bother. Another person that just doesn't care. Why should I. There is something wrong with me.

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Ohhh hugs @Snowie ❤️❤️

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Oh no @Snowie that is really rough 🥺

I could go ahead and say that it's not at all a reflection of you, but I imagine your brain might disagree with that sentiment. It's hard to try to believe otherwise when it feels like further evidence to the contrary.

Do you have a way of contacting them, maybe let them know that this has let you down, and at a time where support feels pretty dang crucial?

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@Snowie nothing wrong with you hun. It’s rough when an appointment is cancelled. Sitting with you 💖🫂
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