My special place

Thats good that your SW runs it @Bow She knows when to push and when to stand back. I'm glad you are liking it most of the time. It is good when we have at least something to look forward too.

Dentist just a check up.

I have H's family coming and my mum for dinner. So will be prepping all day and hosting that. 12 of us in total. Not much of a day but got to keep them happy.

Haha that's funny Bow, I brought my mum an Air Fryer for mothers day too.

I've done something I shouldn't have. No one is home besides me.

Am safe, just stupid.

I hope you get your uni work done @creative_writer

Not up to much this evening. Are you doing anything?

Whats for dinner in @creative_writer place?

Just having chicken, chips and vegies for tea. I can't be bothered cooking. I don't really want to go in there. Im on the bed now.

They are going haywire now. They have turned into plans.

I'm scared they will notice when I have ect tomorrow. How can one hide it all.

How can I be honest with others when I'm not honest with myself.

H is home now so that will keep me safe.

Sorry just rambling now

That sounds nice for tea @creative_writer

Sometimes the easiest things taste the best. I love fish.

Whats your favourite meal?

I normally love cooking. It is something that helps distract me at times.

But when I'm like this it is easies or something already cooked that is frozen.

I think hubby came home at the right time. I think he can tell I'm not good.

Can't stomach food tonight, but at least everyone else is fed.

My mind keeps going through my plans. It's like it is on wheel, going around and around again.

I think it will be an early night tonight.

I'm sorry things are so intense for you @Snowie, glad hubby is with you to hold you tight. I'm sending some very big hugs your way too 🫂💜