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My special place

My special place

Well yesterday certainly threw everything off track. But thanks to some very thoughtful and kind people I was able to get threw it and continue.

I cannot say a lot about what happened as I am sure you all understand but need this support in place.

Things WILL be ok, just a lot to work out.

Psych visit yesterday sorted out some of the things and more things will be happening early next week.

I am sorry if I put anyone through any despair, but unfortunately what happened yesterday morning had to be done.

Thank you all for your continued support.

@outlander@Sans911@Former-Member@Bubbles3@Bunniekins@Shaz51@CheerBear@Phoenix_Rising@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Zoe7@Queenie@Former-Member

Brain still not functioning anyone so sorry if I missed anyone

for @Phoenix_Rising as I know how much you don't like love hearts!!!

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@Snowie I hope you do find the stay therapeutic. Sitting with you. No need to apologise, take care of yourself, hon 💖🫂

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Sending you some love n huggles @Snowie, thinking of you darlin and here for you along the way whenever you need🫂💜

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Thanks for checking in @Snowie and it really does sound like you are in the safest place for now.

It’s good you have hubby and kids supporting you. My pdoc says that we need to love ourselves enough to give us a reason to live. It is so hard at times to believe there will be a recovery from our mh.

Staying with you in this journey 💙🩵💙

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that is tough @Snowie but im glad this is happening around those that can provide support while everything is so hard.

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Hi @Snowie , sorry to hear it'll be 4 weeks instead of 2. It sounds at least that you are safe now.

Hoping that the med change helps 🤞 Sending 💙

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Just an update

Had my first ECT session today. All went ok. Have them Mon, Wed and Fri.

Pdoc in here still talking to my normal pdoc about med changes. Hoping something happens in the next couple of days. Still waiting to see a psychologist, not sure if that will happen or not.

My dissociation and flashbacks have increased so hoping when they do some med changes it will help.

They have restricted my leave again with the increase in my SI and SH. Feels like I have someone questioning everything I do but I guess that is their job. Have had some really nice nurses on and have been easy to talk to. There is one specific one that is super nice. She wasn't on today so hoping that she is on tomorrow.

Hubby is bringing the kids in tomorrow afternoon which will be nice to see them. I have spoken to the head nurse and I can get a couple of hours leave tomorrow as long as I am with hubby.

Thanks for reading this. I hope whoever reads this is going ok. Thinking of you all 💕💕

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Good to hear from you @Snowie thank you for the update. I can imagine it's been really challenging for you at times along the way, but it sounds like you're really taking it in your stride. Glad you've got some good staff around you too, to help you feel cared for 💜

Hope the visit with the fam helps to fill your cup! Sending a big pile of warm hugs your way hun 🫂😊

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It’s good to hear from you @Snowie and I’m glad you have nice nurses as that makes a huge difference.

I hope you enjoy your family visit tomorrow and that you get the new meds soon. I remember last time you weee in the ECT helped so I’m sure it will again.

Take care and lots of love 🩵🩵

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Hey @Snowie i just crawled into bed and was thinking about you so popped by and seen you had posted a little update. It’s really nice to hear from you. I think of you often.

I’m glad your first ECT went ok. I’m really hoping that you see an improvement with the round and that it is lasting for you. That and some med changes. You deserve for things to be a bit easier.

Glad that you’ll have some visitors tomorrow. Enjoy the squishy hugs from your family and perhaps a nice cuppa somewhere?

💕🤗

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@Snowie, happy to hear ECT went well. I hope the disassociation, flashbacks, SI and SH urges ease for you hon. Sorry I haven’t been following too closely with what’s been going on. My mind went on a loop. How are you feeling today ? 💖🫂
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