My special place

I'm sorry you are not ok @Bow

Did you want to talk about it?

Some company would be nice

What did you get up to today @Snowie ?

Didn't do anything @Bow

Have no motivation to move from the couch.

I know I need to email my pdoc to tell him the truth, but struggling to push that send button.

Will sit with you while you hit the send button @Snowie they are best able to support us if they know the full picture yeah?

I'm scared of the repercussions of my words @Bow

H has covid, I can't annoy him with my problems. He needs to just concentrate on getting better.

It seems to be everyday now. Nothing helps.

I understand @Snowie

im sorry things are so hard right now. I get it. I don’t really have much to offer though sorry.

Thats ok @Bow

I know things are hard for you, I've been reading along. I don't expect you to support me, you need to look after yourself first.

I can understand the wanting to be numb. It means I don't have to feel, to exist...

Here with you @Snowie. Even with covid, do you think H would want to at least know what is happening for you? You know the situation best, but just some food for thought. Even if there's little physical energy to spare, being able to offer some comfort and emotional support might still be in the wheelhouse ya know?

I know he would want to know @Jynx but I don't want to burden him with my crap. It's just pointless anyway. Just complaining about the same things. Trying to stop that pain.

I’m sorry you’re not good @Snowie

I just spent a small fortune buying everyone in the fam pjs at the outlet store.

My pdoc visit was ok but I see my regular pdoc on Thursday morning and she won’t be easily convinced I’m ok.

It’s really hot and humid here today and asI drove past the beach I wondered if that would have been more beneficial than a pdoc visit.

Are you going away anywhere this summer?