My special place

Sending lots of love @Snowie Its a perfect sunshiny day here today and I wish I could bottle it and send to you and @NatureLover

🌞🌞🌻🌞🌞

Hasn't been bad today @Eve7

The sun has been shining but still cold. Too cold to have my cuppa outside however.

I was able to eat my lunch outside and go for a quick 20 minute walk @Snowie

I’m glad you had some sunshine.

That sounds nice @Eve7

Have you got much planned for tomorrow?

Had to take my mum to get a MRI this morning. She was very stressed about having it done and the results. Doctor should call in a couple of days with any results. Least she didn't say anything to me today.

Started reading Barack Obama's book. Interesting so far.

You’re a good daughter @Snowie but I’m sure you had no alternative today. I hope your mother was grateful.

Barack Obama’s book sounds interesting. I’ve hardly read anything other than Uni texts this past year.

What are you eating tonight?

She had no other way of getting there @Eve7 so it was left to me. But that is normal. She would never ask my brother to do it nor would he ever offer.

It is an interesting book so far. Hopefully it will continue that way.

We had Shepherds Pie for tea tonight. Kids and hubby ate it so guess it tasted ok!

What is for tea at your house?

S1 cooked rissoles chips and salad @Snowie

I just noticed the time so hopefully my meds kick in soon.

Sleep well my friend.

Thanks for asking, I appreciate it @Snowie ❤️ My house is out of control (Hoarding Disorder) and there are narrow hazardous pathways...I need to tackle it but it's a bit overwhelming.

I hope today is good and the thoughts are manageable 💙

Sending lots of love @Snowie

Saw my psychologist this morning. Spoke to her about my mum and the issues she is causing me at the moment. Told her about my thoughts and what I have been doing. Don't think she was very happy with me. Only 1 more appointment with her until she goes on leave. Certainly not looking forward to that.

She wants me to get out of the house more often and go for more walks. If only it was that easy I would have done it by now. Still looking for that extra support but unable to find it yet.

Home now, one of the only places I feel safe yet fear at the same time if that makes sense.