My special place

Hi @tyme I hope you are having a nice day

@Bow haven't decided yet on what D and I are getting done. Still have over 8 months to decide.

@creative_writer I do try and look back and remember those times. They are normally associated with my family and doing something with my kids. But sometimes it is a struggle to remember those times. At times we look back and all we can see is darkness. Thats why I try and journal the good and bad times. At least I can look back and see those times.

I think we need to remember those times @creative_writer to get us through the bad times we have.

I always try to remember that it is just a storm and it will pass. I have made it through those storms before so I can do it again next time. Sometimes the storm stays around longer than we like, but the sun does peak through the clouds.

My kids are my lifeline. They keep me going.

That depression can last for a long time @creative_writer but you do have the strength to get through it. But I can understand how hard it is sometimes.

Have you got anything on for the rest of the day?

There's no need to be sorry @creative_writer We all have our down times. It is okay to feel that way. You are doing a great job just staying present hon. Go gentle on yourself. If you go out where will you go?

I am going out for tea with some of H's friends. We are just going to the local pub. Really don't feel like going and not up for talking with people, but will pretend like everything is ok. Sometimes we just have to do things even if we don't want too.

I would love nothing more then to put my pj's on and snuggle on the couch, but will put my big girl pants on and go out for tea @creative_writer

Do you do much cooking?

I actually love to cook meals. I find it soothes me. I just hate having to leave the house and go buy the ingredients!!

Hence I opt for the meal delivery boxes which you cook at home @Snowie LOL