My special place

@Eve7 I'm sorry your day is hard too. Maybe we can just sit together.

@tyme I just seem to be having more bad days than good days lately. I really do wonder if it is worth it. ECT is meant to be helping, yet it just seems like another waste of time. Something else that doesn't seem to help. My life seems to be heading in the wrong direction.

Would it help to go back and read pre-ECT posts? @Snowie I've seen a huge difference.

However, I acknowledge your concerns are real. Perhaps it's good to speak to a professional about it?

The only time I can speak to a professional is when I have my appointments @tyme

I have no support besides that. I try and use support lines when I need them but struggle to understand that I am worth the time. I don't feel like I am worthy of help. I often think that others need it more. I know people will say I am worthy of the help and time, and even I will tell others that they are. I think it is just hard to see it within ourselves.

I have put in for extra support but don't expect to hear back since it's the weekend.

I’m just exhausted physically and emotionally @Snowie I won’t take up your space.

@Eve7 you are not taking up my space hon, this is your space too.

I can understand the exhaustion.

Both of you are definitely worth the time and effort. If i didn't think so, I wouldn't 'waste time' connecting with you! Of course you are worth it! @Snowie @Eve7 .

Both of you are incredible at reaching out to others. Isn't it okay that others reach out to you too? YES! And i also know you will never keep it to yourself.

Hugs, tyme.

@tyme thanks

@Eve7 this is no ones space hon. We are all in this together.

Thanks @Snowie @tyme but I need to get my head into some Uni work.

I hope you can get some uni work done @Eve7

Just spent over 30 mins waiting on LL chat

Have you ever used the LL text message system? @Snowie