My special place

Thanks @creative_writer

Just over everything

Don't worry @creative_writer

It might help with the med change @Snowie Anyway , you decide what is best for you.

I’ll be sitting by your side no matter what happens my friend.

💜💕💜

Anyone around?

@Bow you are going through so much yourself at the moment. I don't want to burden you with my problems.

I’m happy to listen @Snowie 💕

@Bow

I had an argument with H last night. I asked him if he was ok with me going into hospital and he said he'll just have to get used to it. Made me break down crying. I know he doesn't like the hospital I go into as he has told me before. I just feel bad because I am letting my kids and him down. They have to try and cope without me and I don't think they will cope very well.

I want to just forget everything and not go in. I know my pdoc won't let me change meds however. I just want to stop taking my meds altogether and just forget about everything.

I want to run away, I want to leave this planet.

Oh that’s rough @Snowie but I’m sure your hubby would much prefer to have you spend a couple of weeks in hospital and get the help and support you need, than you not be here at all. Sometimes we need to take some time out and look after ourselves so that we can then look after the people that we care about.