My special place

I’m here sitting with you @Snowie

Had ECT this morning. The really nice nurse was on. When asked about my safety I was upfront with her. She spoke to me for awhile and decided I was ok to leave since I had hubby picking me up. She asked me if I wanted her to speak to hubby but I said no, he had enough to deal with already.

I spoke to him about going into the mental health hospital to do the med change. He wasn't overly happy about it but wasn't against it either. I told him it would be at least two week in there. I know he doesn't like the hospital that much but it is the only one my psychiatrist will admit me too. His consulting rooms are right next door to the hospital.

The only problem is that I have to do it around my daughters specialist visits. She is still having problems that we ended up at the emergency room a few months ago.

I know I need the med change, I know I need to go in and I know I need to do it sooner rather then later. I am at the stage where I am beginning not to trust myself.

I’m glad you had the nice nurse today @Snowie and that you were able to talk to her.

I hope you are able to arrange an admission soon as it’s been way too long for you.

Sending lots of love 💕💜💕

@Eve7 I just don't know what to do when I know hubby is opposed to it. I know he doesn't think the hospital does me any good but my pdoc won't let me do the med change at home.

I feel like I am in the too hard basket lately.

Is anyone around?

Hi @creative_writer

Just struggling this afternoon. Been a full on day

Hey @Snowie

You have ECT today?

Hey @Snowie