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@Judi9877 I love being tagged in your Good morning posts. It is great to travel this journey with you.

Hey @Snowie

It’s good to hear that your holiday went well and you have made some wonderful memories.

I hope for you that you can hold onto it!

So good to hear you had a wonderful time @Snowie and have memories you can look back on with your family 💙💙💙

Hi @Snowie,

It was so lovely to read how much you enjoyed your holiday. I really feel a holiday can be so good for the soul - even just the change of scene and getting away the day to day of our lives can be great.

Cairns and Surfers Paradise sounds lovely - particularly at this time of year. I love how you said you made wonderful family memories and you got to spend some really good quality time with your hubby and kids.

I hope today goes well for you and your Christmas and New Year are good to you and your family. I really agree with what you say around how this time of year can be difficult for some and I think it's great you mentioned it. Hugs to anyone reading this who is struggling at this time of year. Keep on posting and remember the forums are here for you 24/7.

Warms wishes,

FloatingFeather

Thinking of you today @Snowie and hoping all goes well for you.

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Ohh wow @Snowie , now you know what my area looks like my friend xxxx

Thanks all @Shaz51 @Eve7 @FloatingFeather @Zoe7 @outlander and anyone else around.

ECT number 3 went ok today. Ended up going to the shops for some last minute christmas shopping afterwards but at least everything is done and wrapped. Just have to do some food shopping tomorrow but hoping that won't take long.

Really not looking forward to xmas day. So many bad memories come up and I have to 'fake' it in front of everyone. What is worse that there are photos that come out every xmas day which is another reminder of what happened. Just want to run away and hide. It feels like it is my fault that the family is split apart. Doesn't help with what my mum says to me. Basically puts all the blame onto me.

Spoke to pdoc again today just to work out some meds. He wants to increase some but I don't know if I should. All I feel like I do is take meds and prn. Just want to stop them all.

I know it feels like you are a walking chemist @Snowie but no harm in trying the increase ...with any luck it will help. But that is your choice too Hon so go with what you feel is right for you 💙

Sitting with you @Snowie im so sorry that things are so difficult and that Christmas is such a horrible time for you.