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Spoke to pdoc this morning.

Have ECT booked in for Friday morning. Still not sure if it the right thing but meds not helping even with increasing dosage. Luckily I can do it as an outpatient.

Just inconveniences everyone around me.

You’ve made a wise decision @Snowie and I support you. Hopefully, it works for you this time hon.

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Thanks @Eve7

I am still not sure. My pdoc says yes but I don't think my psych is supportive of it.

How has your day been?

My psych doesn’t really support it either @Snowie but when the meds aren’t working, breathing and walking aren’t really the best alternative.

I got my pcr test results today, still positive so no surprise there.!I am feeling a bit better so the anti virals must be working I am just so over myself.

I guess so @Eve7 I know my psych will support me either way but just by the way she mentioned it last time I think she thinks walking and talking would be more helpful. I know at this stage it isn't however. I have to do something different. I am scared of myself and where my thoughts have been taking me. I am afraid that they won't stop and I'll lose.

I am glad you are feeling a bit better. It's hard when we are in isolation. I hope you have some things to do to keep yourself occupied. Totally get being over ourselves.

I think you know this is the right decision for you at this time @Snowie so be proud of yourself putting your health first.

With your holiday coming up you are giving yourself the best chance of recovery. I admire your decision hon.

I’m having a stuffed potato tonight. What’s on the menu for you?

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Sounds yummy @Eve7

We often have stuffed potatoes, the kids like them.

We had mashed potato, veggies and rissoles tonight. One of the kids favourites and easy to cook. Just have to do the dishes now, but the kids can help with that.

I will probably get only one session in before my holiday so not sure it will help, but at least it is a start.

My kids liked rissoles too @Snowie I’m just having baked beans and parsley in my potato, so very easy but at least I’m eating plus I’ll have a mango for dessert,

Making a start is good hon and the holiday will help too. Hi

Ill finish watching the Crown tonight before another early one as I have pdoc in the morning.