My special place

I just dont know who to trust tonight. If i reach out for help will it just go to sh*t again. I know certainly i will end up somewhere.

Time is just running out

Thanks for listenin to,me comapin, gong to go

Oh no @Snowie I know what that feels like and it’s not nice.

Sending love and hugs

💜🤗💜🤗💜

Thanks for the support @Eve7 @Shaz51 @Zoe7 @Former-Member @Bow

I ended up getting a fair amount of sleep last night.

Still angry about last night but I do realise they had a duty of care. I just don't like people coming to my house like that, especially with the kids here. I try and shield them from so much that is happening for me.

Raining and cold here so an indoor day here. Curled up on the couch with the dog at the moment. Have had a shower and something to eat so will take that as a win.

I hope you all have a nice day.

Hope today is a bit lighter for you @Snowie 💕

@Snowie I hear you - wanting to talk about SI or SH honestly to get support but not knowing if someone/an organisation will get emergency services involved against your will. And it totally makes sense that it means you don't always know who to trust when reaching out for support. Especially when there is a lack of transparency around duty-of-care and what that means to different organisations

I don't know if you're on instagram, but there are some great accounts having discussions about more peer-based supports for times of intense SI or SH urges. If you're interested, I can link some 😊

Thanks @Bow

@Former-Member thank you for understanding. No I am not on Instagram. Never really understood it!

I try to understand @Snowie ❤️

And of course, Instagram is not for everyone! The accounts also have websites, in case you're interested ❤️ They're US based but I've really valued their resources and discussion

• Project Lets (US)
• Peer Support Space (US)

Thanks @Former-Member

Will have a look into those websites

Small wins count @Snowie 💙 I hope the rest of your day has been kind to you.

Thanks @Zoe7

Spoke to my pdoc again this afternoon. He is going to change my meds again. Not sure how much longer I can take this. Have to wonder if the meds actually help or not.