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@Snowie

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Please be kind and gentle with yourself @Snowie and reach out for extra support if you feel like it's getting to be too much or you could use it. Take care and know there are many here with you.

Sitting with you @Snowie ….. ❄️💞

@Snowie Hoping that today is a little lighter for you. I’m sorry that you got so much bad new yesterday. Thinking of you 💕

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Hello @Snowie

I am sorry you received such awful news yesterday. Life isn’t fair.

My GP moved a couple of years ago and I decided not to follow her as I’d already followed her once before so I changed to my current GP and that has worked quite well. If this one leaves I’ll track down my original GP and go back to her even though it means a bit of travel and higher cost. I hope there’s a similar option for you at the current practice.

Sending healing thoughts for your friend’s son.

Have a better day my friend 💜💜💜💜💜

Good morning @Snowie

I hope today is better for you and your GP appointment goes well.

Sending lots of love 💜💜💜🤗💜💜💜

Went and saw my gp this morning. Showed her what I did to myself last night and she dressed it properly. We spoke about who she is going to pass me onto as she is leaving the clinic. I am able to see her one more time before she leaves for good. I am happy to have her for a little longer but am anxious about having to see a new gp. I might as well stay at the same clinic as they have all my records, so hoping that makes it a little easier for me.

Did not sleep much last night. Was in pain emotionally and physically. Might try and have a nap today as I have zero motivation to do anything else.

I often wonder why life is so hard at times. I seem to go ok and then the downward spiral hits. Most of the time I cannot identify why this happens but I am over it. The bad times seem to outweigh the good times at the moment and I feel like I am unable to control my thoughts and actions. Some days are just a write off. There have been lots of days lately where I just want to give up, to end all of this and just be at peace within myself. In those times I try and think of my family and how hard I would make it for them. How my actions would effect them.

Hubby understands a bit but my mother doesn't. She just thinks I am lazy and cannot understand that there are days where I just cannot face life. She is very judgmental of me to my face. Her way is always the right way and she expresses her opinions to my face very easily. Some days I think it would be better of if she wasn't in my life but she lives with me and my family so that makes it a hard situation.

If you read this, then thankyou. Just trying to get some things of my chest. I guess I should go write this all into my journal.

Take care all 💜💜

Sending lots of love to you today @Snowie and counting down the days til you’re on the ski slopes 💜💜💜

Good morning @Snowie so sorry that things are so challenging for you 😞

I will pray that you get passed onto a new gp that is kind and understanding. Glad that you can see her once more and that today’s appointment was ok.
i understand the whole living with family and how difficult that can be. I feel like I stay here out of obligation, that I owe it to my folks. I love them and all but sometimes it’s really hard. Family can be really hard. I’m sorry it’s so hard for you.

hope you get a nap and can have a better day than yesterday. 💕

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