My special place

@Snowie

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@Eve7 wrote:

she said she considered it a privilege to be my pdoc.

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Aww, this is lovely, @Eve7 ! Really warmed my heart!

I'm glad you're enjoying your time away from work. I hope it becomes clear for you whether to go back or not, although it sounds like you really don't want to go back!

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@Snowie wrote:

She thinks I need to be admitted. That makes things hard.

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Oh gosh, @Snowie ...

I hope you can know clearly what the right thing for you to do is.

Sending hugs...

No, not keen to return @NatureLover . I had my Psych appointment this morning and he commented on how much more relaxed I appeared.

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@Eve7 wrote:

No, not keen to return @NatureLover . I had my Psych appointment this morning and he commented on how much more relaxed I appeared.

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Happy to hear this, @Eve7 . Yes, your work was upsetting for you... 😞

Dropping in with some love and a cuppa @Snowie

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A cuppa sounds great @Eve7

How has your day been?

My mum told that I break her heart because I haven't worked for about four years and that i dont talk to her anymore. She also told me that I hurt her by not talking to her about my problems. She told me that she has gotten worse since I have had MH issues. Also that I have no compassion.

I try not to listen to her but that is extremely hard to do when she says so many things like this constantly.

I can't live this way anymore . I try to tell her how much her words hurt me but it doesn't seem to matter, she just keeps going.

Hard to keep going when you feel worthless. My thought have gotten so strong. It is not worth it

Your mother is the one not showing compassion nor care nor support @Snowie Whether you are working or not is NOT her concern. You have been through an incredibly difficult situation and work is not something that should be on your mind ...and for her to bring that up shows her lack of understanding and a complete dismissive attitude towards your trauma. It is so hard to live this way continually sweetheart. I know this is not what you would even consider but how would she feel if you asked her to leave - give her something to really worry about. You need a break from her - is there somewhere she can go even for a break for a while. You should not have to live this every day and as much as we feel that need to 'look after' our parents, it is just tearing you apart. You deserve so much better.