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Good night @Snowie

I hope you sleep much better tonight and awake refreshed.

All the best for your appointment.

Lots of love 💜💙💜

Hi @Snowie ,

Glad to hear you are settling in for the night and getting a good night's rest in. Just feeling a bit concerned about your earlier post, as you know it’s really important you get qualified help beyond our service and reach out to SCBS on 1300 659 467 (or Lifeline, or 000 or a preferred support) if you are having thoughts of ending your life. It's essential to us that you are able to stay safe.

Take care, hope you have a great sleep and we'll catch you around the boards. Much care and gratitude,

Otter

Thanks @Eve7 Did go to sleep but have already had a nightmare.

Just can't win.

Thanks @Otter but am beyond help. Tried a help line but I struggled to get words out. It doesn't want me to get better, nor change. It wants to win, to control me, to show me that their voice is much more powerful then mine. Helpless to stop it. I just fail.

Sitting with you @Snowie maybe a cuppa of calming camomile might assist.

You’re not beyond help at all 💜

Been thinking of you today @Snowie and hoping you’re ok

💜💙💜

Thanks @Eve7

Had a hard session with the psych. I hate over the phone. I couldn't get the words out so they are just inside my head now.

How are you going today?

I am sorry @Snowie the phone is very hard.

My day is hot but the grandkids are much quieter today...just on their devices. My covid test was negative so I'm happy about that.

Do you have anything else on today?

It is hard @Eve7 via the phone. I hope the next session will be in person but my psych cannot guarantee that. I guess just the uncertainty of it all doesn't help.

Haven't got anything else on for the day. Just a quiet one here. Should go for a walk but I really can't be bothered.

I am glad your day is a little easier for you and that the grandkids are quieter today. Hopefully that gives you some time to yourself.

I have been going through emails trying to find a quote I received for a new fence but can't find it anywhere @Snowie It was too expensive anyway so I'll just get another one and hopefully, that will be much cheaper.

Grids are sitting on the floor colouring in with a neighbour. Air con certainly helps. They came inside straight after I smothered them in sunscreen! Bobcat is asleep under a tree. Today has gone much quicker thank goodness.

Too hot for a walk here, maybe you can snuggle up with Izzy.

I hope you are able to get a cheaper quote @Eve7 Surprising how much it costs for a fence.

I am glad today has gone much quicker for you hon. Sounds like they are entertaining themselves which is good.

Think I might just snuggle up with Izzy. Much better then going for a walk.

It isn't that hot here. Hoping that the warms up a little bit in the coming days.