Dreaded Wednesday is here.

Hi, The dreaded Wednesday has arrived. Follow a day in the life of this POS and then give me a reason not to end her.

Sorry...not deleting anything. The above is an alter. I'm safe...don't worry. Sitting next to my mother watching tv and writing this. I'm switching rapidly and I can't keep going back and correcting and deleting cause it makes them angry and we have fights and it's plain exhausting. So I will just write everything as it's happening but someone will keep coming out to state if we are safe or not. If you're confused...so am I.

I woke up...took my nephew to school. He of course told me not to speak because I asked him if he wanted money. Then I came back home to clean the kitchen for two hours after they...niece and nephew...decided to cook at midnight last night. I finally slept last night at 2am and woke up at 6.30am. Of course, I am all happy and alert...not.

Oh yippee...she's screaming to dump the phone and go to the park. She wants me to go to a secluded park to harm myself. I've agreed to do it but later. It's payment for not suiciding like she wanted. Maybe as the day goes on she will forget and go away so I don't have to. It works sometimes.

So exhausted by all of this.

Anyone know the actor Gabriel Byrne...ain't he delicious! Just discovered him a couple of days ago...totally have a crush on him.

Anyhow, better got crack open a book...brilliance doesn't happen sitting on a couch watching tv. Catcha later folks. Have a great day.