Not sure what to do

Really just needing to write and connect with like minded people, I grew up in a abusive household where my parents constantly arguing, my dad touching me inappropriately me telling my mum and her saying your dad would not do that he is not that type person. Because of all this I tried to commit suicide when I was 9 I cried out for help, yelled and screamed but still no one came to help me.

After trying to commit suicide I was institutionalised I told the counsellor what was occurring they approached my parents who made ligh of the situation saying nothing like that would happen due to being devoted christi