outlanderSenior Contributor
rough time
is anyone around to talk to atm
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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Hi @Snowie
Nice to see you here. Been thinking about you a lot. I don't know why. Well, you and others I listed. Sometimes it feels like you're the only people that understand when no one does, you don't judge or criticise.
@outlander
Sorry bub, don't want to talk. I'm so fed up with myself and life. I'll be asleep soon. Just wish these dark thoughts would go away. After a while it's tiresome to keep dealing with them. Just want to give into them. I know all of you have felt that way before. I don't need to explain.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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hello @Snowie it is so good to see you sis 
thats ok @Sans911 you dont have to talk, we get it. very much so and yes they are indeed tiresome. please keep safe though and if you feel you cant you can always reach out here, my sleep has gone down the plughole and i dont mind staying up all night to help you get through minute by minute. i would do that for the both of you
thats ok @Sans911 you dont have to talk, we get it. very much so and yes they are indeed tiresome. please keep safe though and if you feel you cant you can always reach out here, my sleep has gone down the plughole and i dont mind staying up all night to help you get through minute by minute. i would do that for the both of you
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SnowieSenior Contributor
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@Sans911been thinking a lot about you too. Especially on days like this. That mutual understanding does make things easier to talk about on her than irl. I hope sleep comes soon for ou sweetheart and tomorrow things are a little clearer.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member
Why can't I post the last post? There is nothing I can see that contravenes community guidelines?
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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Apologies @Former-Member. It's there. Must be technical glitch. Sorry😞
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SnowieSenior Contributor
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It's good to see you too @outlander. I have missed you and others on here, but even here has been too hard lately.
Today has been a nice but hard day all rolled into one.
How are you sis?
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Sorry @Snowie i was halfway through a reply before my comp died. Since i got it fixed the battery runs out within half hr and no warning that its low so just zonks out 😞
As i just said to Sans its ok if you cant be here but i and other appreciate a like ot a checkin. I worry about you guys esp when in that dark pit.
Im okish except physically. Contradiciting drs and tests that leave more questions tha answers. Im going to see my reg gp tomorrow morning. If i cant see her then im going to the ED. Apparently this isnt a kidney infection and very unlikley its a pulled muscle so ive no idea but im hoping its not to serious. Im back off antibiotics now because no one can agree!
As i just said to Sans its ok if you cant be here but i and other appreciate a like ot a checkin. I worry about you guys esp when in that dark pit.
Im okish except physically. Contradiciting drs and tests that leave more questions tha answers. Im going to see my reg gp tomorrow morning. If i cant see her then im going to the ED. Apparently this isnt a kidney infection and very unlikley its a pulled muscle so ive no idea but im hoping its not to serious. Im back off antibiotics now because no one can agree!
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SnowieSenior Contributor
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@outlanderthat doesn't sound good about you kidneys. Sometimes I think doctors are just guessing. Hoping you find out some answers tomorrow hun.
I also read you messageed someone about paying for you to look after their horses. I am glad there were people around helping you out.
I got taken out for bunch this morning by H and kids which was nice.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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i hope so @Snowie 4 days already of this crap and no answers, and not any better. there have been a few times i thought about going to ED but its so incovenient to others and out ED are already full of people more in need then me but i cant say what might happen tomorrow when i tell them whats going on esp the tenderness and pain happening withing those regions. there have been many breathe holding times and many swear words slips esp while driving or stretching.
oh yes, that bloody drama. she still ignoring my msgs but that is her problem. i cant mentally handle the stress is is causing nor can i do much physically atm either.
oh that sounds lovley sis, i hoep the weather was nice to go with that too..
oh yes, that bloody drama. she still ignoring my msgs but that is her problem. i cant mentally handle the stress is is causing nor can i do much physically atm either.
oh that sounds lovley sis, i hoep the weather was nice to go with that too..
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SnowieSenior Contributor
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@outlander you deserve answers hun so if that is a trip to the ED to get them, then so be it.
Weather has been cold, wet and hail here. ❄❄
