rough time

@outlander,I'm like that with a job.You have been on here stating had you want to meet people ,this is your opportunity .It might not go ahead if they don't get the numbers,so see it as whatever happens, happens,you can do this.Its no pressure, only what you are putting on you.I'd be going for the free food!lol only joking....maybe a tin of chocolates!
I will leave @Sans911 to you,have to take my gut for a walk and my not so healthy mind.Please ring!

I was in drs. Ive just msged her and waiting on a response for vacancies

Thanks @Zoe7 i will have to try and make appointments for both .myself and pop for any other day except tuesday hopefully anyway..

Ok @Zoe7 @Shaz51 @Former-Member @Sans911 @Bunniekins @Former-Member and im hoping i havent missed anyone....
She ended up ringing me-great way to raise anxiety levels!- but she was really nice and i am in the program. She said its not a huge commitment ( little does ahe know its a big thing for me!) But if pop has a specialist appointment that day its ok to miss it i just let her know. But will be trying my best to not let that happen. This is her first time running this as well. She asked for any medical conditions. I left it out as my physical stuff isnt going to be affected by what they are doing and my mh stuff i will try my very best to control so i dont have to bring it up.
I just pay weekly and go each week except during school holidays as it doesn't run then
I am freaking scared at shit but its bettet than where i am now.....

@outlander - well done. This is a big thing for you, but super important as well. Try to focus on all positives you'll get out of this. If it help do a pros and cons of going VS not. It sometimes gives you an interesting perspective. You've got a little time before it starts so you have some time to get used to the idea of it. I'm sure you will just fine.

Thanks @Shaz51 ❤

Yes @Sans911 it is a huge thing! Theres a part thats saying to go so im listening to that side too