rough time

no im not really ok @Snowie i didnt do what i wanted to do so i guess thats ok. thank you both for sitting with me @Sans911

i see your both not having the best time either, do you either of you want to talk about it? and dont say your putting it onto me. i might need a leaning post later tonight if i can have the strength to write about my stuff.

I know you are far from ok @outlander. But like I just said to Sans, it is ok not to be ok. It is a bumpy ride.

I can't talk about today. I already have thoughts and scared if I open up then......well lets leave it there.

If you need a leaning post later on than I will be around

Thanks for the tag @outlander - i just returned home from work and it was good to see a post from you as many were thinking of you. No needed to respond - just know we care and are there as you have been for us xx

Dont worry about causing concern. @outlander

Its a natural part of our getting to know you. I know you are struggling and are brave. You are worth it. Sometimes we need to take time out for sorts of reasons.

Deal with your real life and physical stuff. Try and find at least one worker whom you can relate properly and fully face to face. They will all have their bias but if they make an effort to reach you ... go with it.

In some ways maybe your pop is regressing to teenage boy ...??

@Snowiethats ok, if you want to talk then you know im here. i will try to write up a post abit later but im very embarrased and upset with myself and my minds all jumbly and crappy

thank you for thinking of me too @Former-Member im still finding it tough to be here both online and living in general but im trying my best- i guess thats all that matters at this point.

thank you @Appleblossom i dont usually dissapear more than a day. perhaps if i had of stayed here i might not be where i am now. i really just shut down. ive barely left my house, spoken to basically no one for a few days. ive got a new diagnosis yet again. bit of a shock of the severity but cant do much about it atm.

@Sans911what do you think? i ran out a little bit in the corners but didnt want to disrupt the pattern so left it. are these the right colours?

i done a different one but the colours look nothing like when they went on. the purple looks black, and the yellow looks green and the green is way off @Sans911 what colours/are off and ill try it again