rough time

Big crowd of 18 for the writer's group @outlander. Not that big a room so felt bit anxious in there and had to step out to take a breath several times. A couple of the males are really loud talkers which is a bit overwhelming. It's nights like this I question being in the group because it's a little too much, but I'm an established member of almost 2 years and I enjoy it more than I don't.

This is taking a while to write this post as Jasper wanted cuddles. He likes to lie in my lap upside while I stroke his belly and he makes air biscuits.

Hes such a cutie @Sans911

Wow that was a big group. Im.not surprised you were overwhelmed esp with the loud talkers. That sort of thing overwhelms me too. Good on you for taking few breathers and sticking it out for the night. Did you get to share your poem?

Still waiting @Bella1978

Yes, but I didn't really like what I did tonight. It wasn't really great, but just ok @outlander.

My big cat just copped a heap of playful Jasper who is now tormented his swishing tail. Jasper can be a little brat sometimes.

I'm really impressed with you getting in contact with the BPD foundation. That took some guts and I knew you were scared at the possible response, but I was sure that they would be understanding and helpful. That's their job to be exactly that. And definitely a good idea to keep in touch with them. Well done lil Sis. Big sis is proud and hugs coming your way.

Thats ok im sure youll write many more poems. Lol he is a brat. Hes a character though must be amusing to watch their antics.

I was scared esp when my phone rang and that number popped up but i dont really have anything to loose even if they couldn't help me. But she was nice. I just need to wait for the links and have a read through and see if anything there would help or if theres anyone around here that does dbt too. Thanks sis. Youve been really helpful to me too. And just cause i can ill send some squishy lil sis hugs your way

Oops @Sans911 above msg
Also you still havent shown me your purple fluffy blanket

Most of the time I'm on my phone is why @outlander. I'll be using laptop tommorrow so will put on then.

I'm starting to fade lil Sis so need to log off. Take care and try to sleep a little tonight. Talk to you tomorrow. Xxx

Goodnight sis sleep well @Sans911 😴 💜

Goodnight to you too @Bella1978 @MDT and all 😴😴

Morning @Snowie and everyone
It was abit of a yukky night been awake for ages just still in bed. Its freezing and windy here.
@Bella1978 thank you for the pic too