rough time

Can you go for a gentle walk @Former-Member ? Get through to bed time tonight ?

💜 @Former-Member ......

@Former-Member - please don't shut yourself away from getting help. Not all of them are negative and judgemental. It's like you've shut the door on that completely & I know that's a busk risk for you to step out, but life is getting harder and harder for you. Let people think what they want to think. Unless you know what they are thinking or ask them, you don't know if you being judged, criticised or talked about. Just because they're looking at you doesn't mean they're talking about. I hear you say all the time you hate living like this, but I also hear a part of you that really wants a chance at a better life. Your mother is not your keeper nor jailer hun. Your location that you live in doesn't define you. You have the capacity to change life as you have it right now to make a new life. One for you. That makes you feel valued and loved. There are many, many people who care about you @Former-Member. We only want to see you living a life you deserve.

@Former-Member - you need a welfare check hun. Your distress has been increasing and there are many people worried about you and your well being. You didn't allow your mother to make your life worthless. She's taken advantage of your position and good nature, and you are highly vulnerable, making you an easy target. You need to take care of you sweetheart. You are just as important as anyone else. But you mind and thoughts are lying to you, feeding you so much negative BS that you now believe it.