rough time

You want as bad as it was to hear how much Mr12 and Mr8 see it's a good thing because they also see how hard your trying to be ther for them.

Sleep will claim me soon as I just took 2SP (I was safe with them) right now I am kinda numb from today's events. I am listening to our playlist and painting individual skewers for my poppies, trying to focus on just that.

I really hope you get at least a few quality hours rest my sweet. If I don't reply then I have just fallen asleep, hopefully not in my paint. 😂 I love and care about you sweetie. @Lee82

I am actually doing the same thing babe. I ended taking your idea and putting all our song's into a play list. It took me FOREVER but it kept me occupied last night for a while.
very proud of you for being safe tonight honey. I hope you can manage to stay asleep for the night babe. I also hope you don't wake up with red paint all over your face...😂although that would be a funny sight to see...

Before you fall asleep I want to say good night, sweet dreams and I shall check in with you tomorrow. @Former-Member

Sweet dreams my love. 💖

chat tomorrow @Lee82

Morning sweetie, I hope you got through the night ok. It was the loneliness night I have had in a while. I am heading off to work soon, trying to actually get through the door today.

Sending you lots of love and lots of patience to help you amd your little men get through homeschool today. Please check in when you can @Lee82

Good morning sweetie. Didn't get through the night ok. It was definitely very lonely. Wasn't a great feeling.
How you feeling at the moment my love? I am so proud of you for getting up every morning and trying to get yourself to work. That is amazing strength honey.
Love you always babe. 💕

@Former-Member

Hey both @Lee82 @Former-Member Just noticing that this thread is still pretty exclusive from other members. Wondering if it would be a cool idea to start a new thread, perhaps opening the opportunity up for other forum members to contribute? If you want any support with this, sing out via team@saneforums.org

Thinking of you sweetie..I have opened up another discussion thread re:tough times if you want to chat in there. It's so others feel comfortable joining our discussion. Love you babe. Hope you are ok and please check in with me when you can. Re:tough times. 🥰🥰

@Former-Member

Hey babe. I'm a little worried about you sweets. I haven't heard from you all day. Just checking in to make sure everything is ok. 💓

@Former-Member

Miss my friend.
@Former-Member

That is a beautiful song honey, thank you for sharing it with me. We need to be mindful of what @Former-Member said about this thread. I have struggled the past couple of days with how to navigate this, but I know that I don't want to jeopardise the chance to support you in anyway I can and because my mind loves worst case scenarios, I fear being removed from the fourms then losing your friendship and your friendship means the world to me. I feel like I am kinda braking a promise to you but I would rather follow the guidelines and have it alter our chats then loss you all together. So I will be stepping away from this thread and I will chat on the one you made earlier today. It's important to me that you know I am here, I am not going to disappear we just need to play by the rules.

My love I hope you know by now how important you are to me and how much I love and care about you. We just need to support each other in a manner that is healthy and safe not only for us but the other forum members too. @Lee82