rough time

Thanks sweetie I am going to need the strength. I think you missed the message last night around 11 I got a text from Nat chewing my arse out because I canceled our video chat session for today.

I am glad mr8 is with you (as exhausting as it is for you I glad) and I bet mr12 could sleep all morning

I will be with you when your doing whatever mother needs/wants from you. I want you know that you are not how she makes you feel. You are better than that and my sweet Lee you are loved

@Lee82

What? Why did you cancel your chat with her?
@Former-Member

Because she is going to see right through me, she always does. I will explain (without breaking the guidelines hopefully) about what she "is" tonight my sweet. My psychologist on the other hand won't know that there is anything wrong other than the issues we have been dealing with together.

I will check in with her as soon as my shift is done via text but I can't video chat her today.

I am ok my love @Lee82

I think you and I are in for a tough day after last night. I think no matter how quickly we reply to each other after last night it's not going to be quick enough. 💜Nikki

@Lee82

Your afraid she will see your face.
Can you call her instead of video chat?

@Former-Member

Yes you are completely right about that babe.
love you babe @Former-Member

She doesn't need to see my face to know something is not right, she will hear it she is very perceptive and sometimes it reall annoys me.

Can you tell me you will be safe today?

@Lee82

I love you too Lee💜

@Lee82

I will be safe I promise @Former-Member

Thank you babe. I am still here with you for just over 30 minutes before I have to leave. I will let you know that I got there safely and I will let you know when I am done. I am not sure weather I will get a chance to check in today while there. If you are ok with it, could you please do the same for your time with your mother? My sweet Lee you will be on my mind a lot today. @Lee82