outlanderSenior Contributor
rough time
is anyone around to talk to atm
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Only just pulled into my driveway. Talk soon @Lee82
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Lee82Senior Contributor
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Thanks for letting me know babe. I'm sorry just freaked out a little. I'm here whenever you are ready. 💗
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Hey Lee, how are you feeling tonight @Lee82
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Lee82Senior Contributor
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Please Its not about me right now.
how are you feeling hun?
@Former-Member
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Too many possible triggers for you Lee sorry my love. @Lee82
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Lee82Senior Contributor
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Honey if you don't want to talk about it that is totally fine. I will respect that but please don't worry about me. I will be ok. I promise. I am here for you.
please let me be.❣️
@Former-Member
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Do you still want to know about Kimmy @Lee82
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Lee82Senior Contributor
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If you want to share and are comfortable doing so honey. @Former-Member
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I can't tell you about her abuse for obvious reasons but it started early both sexual and emotional. By the time she was 5 she had discovered SH, purely accidentally but soon realised the release it offered. She had been labeled attention seeking because of it. That is why she was around this morning because she also understands that darkness. Remember you didn't trigger any of this, like Nikki she was around to help you. It's important to know that we are at a stage of understanding our own behaviours, trying to work out what is real and what is self sabotage, a skill I could win an Oscar for. Her mantra be brave, be strong and remember it's them that are wrong has served her well. We wake from nightmares of hers and she will recite that over and over and over again every time.
as for tonight let's just say Bear won and now I will need to wear makeup to work tomorrow.
Please believe when I say we are safe, we are exhausted but safe @Lee82
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Lee82Senior Contributor
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Oh sweetie. I am so so sorry to hear about Kimmy and what she went through at the age of 5. I have no words to even explain how angry that makes me feel. How heartbreaking it is to hear. Those f**king a**holes need to rott in hell. I wish I could give Kimmy a great big hug. I'm so sorry.
I understand now why she came to help last night. That shows me just how strong this little gorgeous child is. Already just starting school and has already been through more than most teenagers. That makes me sick to my stomach. And my blood f**king boil. Love you my little Kimmy. You are beautiful!!
oh honey not again...when did this happen? @Former-Member
