rough time

Sorry babe, no can do!!!!!! I just made a cup of tea. So you are stuck with me. Unless you want to go.

message from Kimmy, be brave, be strong and remember it's them that's wrong.
She loves our counsellor

@Lee82

I don't know how to thank you for what you did for me tonight. You don't know how much it means to me. No one has ever protecting me like that. No one has ever cared enough.
you are truly an amazing beautiful friend to me. I love you babe And I only hope one day I can repay the favour. You are my rock. @Former-Member

That is so sweet gorgeous girl. Thank you for that message. 💜

@Former-Member

I just wish I could have been there in person to hold you tight when you woke up but we have to work with what we got.

omg she is driving me nuts. Having a 5year in your head can be down right grrrr. Kimmy would like to know if you read her message 🤦 @Lee82

We must having been typing at the same time.

Time to be completely honest my love, has the SH monster really gone? Or are you trying to get me to go to bed

@Lee82

I wish that too. I need a hug right about now. How am I going to get through the day of remote teaching today. My head is just so scattered.
@Former-Member

will you have a rest after your cuppa beautiful. I'm worried about you. That must have been real rough staying up that long honey. What were you doing?

You tell me weather the SH monster is truly gone then I will tell you what I have been doing. @Lee82

It's hovering but I'm keeping it away. I'll be ok. I promise. You protected me gorgeous. You got me through it. The boys will be up soon so I will then be distracted with them. You can go to sleep honey. I'll be ok. When you wake up and you are ready I will be here. @Former-Member

Thank you for being open and honest with me Lee, I really appreciate that it's hard for you to do. 💜💜💜

I watch all three avengers movies again, made so poppies and played with my camera. One of my hobbies is photography.

I will have a nice warm shower and go to bed soon my love. @Lee82

Wish I was over watching them with you helping you make poppies. I would love to see some of your photographs one day if you are willing to share them with me.
I am so happy to hear your are going to try and get some rest.
nikki you are my guardian angel. Thank you for everything that you did last night....everytime I think about it tears start rolling down my face. Because I am so moved and touch by your selflessness and kindness.
Im not going to lie...the fight hasn't stopped here. It will be at me all day. On my back whispering in my ear. I have never fully stopped the urge.
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