rough time

@Lotusgirl , the opinion that matters most is your own. You have to acknowledge that you are a good person and that you where doing nothing wrong.

it's been a rough day so mood not great

Please don't say that babe. You have to be strong. Stay with me. Do you think you need to call the ambulance? Just to check you out.
I feel like shit. Feeling dizzy and my anxiety is still very present.
@Former-Member

Sorry you are still feeling bad. When you said you had done something silly earlier what did you mean? @Lee82

I tried to stop the pain and hurting by trying to put myself to sleep.

Noo babe, please stop. Please please find a way to sty here with me. I would absolutely be devastated if I lost you. Think about it. I wouldn't even know what happen. You would just not be answering me, I would be left wondering if I upset you you or you finally realised that I am bad person that you stopped talking to me.

@Lee82 are you safe now my love

I'm sorry hun I just wasn't thinking straight.
I just want to clear something up. It would NEVER be because of you. You are a good person. I love you and would never do anything to hurt you.
I am safe right now. What about you? @Former-Member

Honey are you ok? Have you fallen asleep? I hope you have been able to get some rest. If that is the case. I hope you have a peaceful sleep. Love ya babe ❣️
@Former-Member

Being completely honest I don't feel so good so not feeling really safe at the moment babe. They have been losing time all afternoon and that stressed me out.

Are you able to sleep? I am going to try and get some sleep but I need you to promise me that you are ok and safe

for someone who has never had a friend the thought that you are not safe or could possibly be gone is fucken terrifying for me. I not sure it's fair to have said that but it's how I feel. Love you heaps @Lee82

That is totally fine babe. But you have to promise me you are going to stay safe.
that is totally fair to say because I feel the same way. I have wanted to say that for a long time but never did because I thought it was unfair to say as well. So I'm glad you said that babe. I don't know what I would do without you.
please check in with me tomorrow morning.
stay safe and hope you get a restful sleep. Love ya babe. 💜

@Former-Member

@Lee82 💖 please try and rest my love. Chat soon