rough time

I couldn't agree more. Today we have been running through one in particular and knowing he is still out there, free to do it again makes me sick. Even if I did speak up no one would believe me. I wish they had the flashbacks, I wish they felt the pain and anxiety.

I will always worry about not being able to be there for my friend. @Lee82 Lets

fouce on getting those desks done. How is that working

It's bullshit isn't it. The fear of not being believed! Like who would ever make up this shit. I feel the same way my friend. Anyway reporting it wouldn't do a damn thing. They will file it away never to be seen again. And we are the ones that have to go through the torture of reliving every detail. I am just so angry and pissed off today. I'm so sorry Nikki. You probably don't need any of this shit today. That was my last rant. Promise!!

we should be thinking positively right! Looking for the good and encouraging growth. And here I am whining. I'm so sorry.

I am procrastinating...I haven't started. Doing everything but the desk.
@Former-Member

Please only stop ranting if you are done ranting. Because A) it gets it out of your system for a while B) Anger is the most toxic emotion and to store that in your body is not a good idea and C) it makes me feel more sane because someone else feels it too. As far as not needing to hear your "shit" it's not how I feel. I am listening to a friend who is angry and upset and who has every reason to be.

I have been procrastinating since I got up and nothing on my to do list has been done. Don't feel bad about it it will come together honey.

@Lee82 💜

Hi @Shaz51, how are you going today? 🌼

Hi lovely @outlander, how are you?,💜

Hi to @Former-Member @eth @Lee82 and others. I hope you are all well today 🌻🌻🌻

@Former-Member

I am just so fed up of feeling like this every god damn day. I feels like I am trapped inside my own head with no way of escaping. I feel like I have this person inside my head that keeps me from moving forward. That same person shoots negative comments at me all day long. Egging me on to be bad. It's a beautiful sunny day outside today in Melbourne But all I want to do is hide under the covers and never come out. I feel guilty for not being more active.
my thoughts are consuming. They are tiring. The scream inside my head and paralyse me. Why won't it f**king stop. I need it to stop. I want it to stop. I want everything to stop.

Hi @Lee82

That sounds like a very dark and painful headspace.

I am concerned about you and have sent you an email.

Warm regards,

Mufasa

My beautiful friend ARE YOU SAFE?

I am worried. Sorry it took me sooo long to see this. Please let me know that you are ok @Lee82

Hi @Molliex haven't seen you for a while. How are you going?

@Molliex , i am well today thank you very much for asking. Hope you are also well and having a good day. 💖

I am ok my friend. Thank you so much for being here with me. How are you doing? @Former-Member