outlanderSenior Contributor
rough time
is anyone around to talk to atm
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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thanks @Maggie its a lovely pic 
@Sans911
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Hi @outlander
I only just saw the poem you posted earlier today. Very poignant! How closely do you relate to those words I wonder?
Hugs to you sweetheart ... I care about you, and so much want to see you find a way to be happy.
Some things probably need to change, but its not something you can do alone. You need professional guidance from a MH professional whom you trust and whom you feel safe confiding in. Someone you can tell everything to, and whom you can be completely open and honest. Keeping things internalised is not helpful Little One. I'm am glad you have the forums here to voice your feelings in a safe manner. I hope you will one day soon find someone in your RL medical team who can assist you in life and living.
Something a little lighter. What are you doing for the easter weekend? We are right this moment getting some rain, and I think occasional showers most of the next week as well. Though its been a very mild calm warm day for the most part.
Hi there @Sans911 @Appleblossom . @Maggie that seat and view looked very inviting. Lovely.
Sherry 🧡
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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thanks @Former-Member
its to heavy that stuff, im sorry,
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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sorry those posts were pushing you away @Former-Member @Sans911 they didnt invite much conversation in
im not in the best state and im not thinking that well in my postss
im not in the best state and im not thinking that well in my postss
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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It's OK lil Sis @outlander. I'll always be here whenever you are ready. Take all the time you need. 💕💕💕💕
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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thanks sis @Sans911
Just having lots of flashbacks, memories and lots of emotions popping up. im really dissapointed in myself for giving in to self harm twice today too. i thought i may have been better prepared this time, but i dont think i am. the nights are always worse too so im abit worried
Are you going ok?
@Former-Member are you going ok? i dont have much planned for easter. i dont really celebrate it, only do it for the kids but otherwise its a relatively normal day.
Just having lots of flashbacks, memories and lots of emotions popping up. im really dissapointed in myself for giving in to self harm twice today too. i thought i may have been better prepared this time, but i dont think i am. the nights are always worse too so im abit worried
Are you going ok?
@Former-Member are you going ok? i dont have much planned for easter. i dont really celebrate it, only do it for the kids but otherwise its a relatively normal day.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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I understand that you are dissapointed @outlander. But no need to be. You're doing the very best you can do right now, and that is enough. Your emotional pain has been overwhelming and unrelenting. Sometimes our coping strategies aren't ideal, but they are what we know in the moment. There is no shame or judgement in how we cope and if that leads us to sh, then that is sometimes what happens despite our best efforts . Just continue to do the best you can do for you.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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thanks @Sans911 just one foot in front of the other for now...
im guessing you may not be having the best time either.. you are avoiding the question. im around if you want to chat about it here or the other thread or wherever you like.
just one foot in front of the other for now...im guessing you may not be having the best time either.. you are avoiding the question. im around if you want to chat about it here or the other thread or wherever you like.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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Avoiding the question only to focus on your needs lil Sis @outlander. I'm OK. Exhausted today, so I've been asleep for much of the day. It's been very cool and rainy, so great sleep weather.
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@outlander Your posts did not push me away sweetie. And I did read your original post before you amended it. I've just been busy with dinner, hubbys medications, etc. That was the only reason for not responding sooner.
I'm really sorry for all that you are currently going through. I know how mentally physically and emotionally draining all those traumatic nightmares, flashbacks and memories can be. Anniversaries really are the pits. And when we are already experiencing high anxiety levels going into them, such as you have, then its that much harder to withstand the resulting onslaught of emotional and physical turmoil.
I must say that I am deeply disappointed in your Mums apparent lack of sensitivity regarding her fb posts.
Sherry 💕
