outlanderSenior Contributor
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is anyone around to talk to atm
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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these were the other options
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@outlander - pretty much yep. How are you doing?
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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i uploaded the bigger pic. looks alot better in bigger version and the other options i was looking at as well. more of a toss but between the watercolour ones and the one i have now @Sans911
feeling abit all over the place atm. not knowing what to do or the next move is. i feel sooooo lazy and f*t im not use to sitting around so much but its better than crawling around the floor when the pain flares when im up and moving around
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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how are you both tonight? @Sans911@Former-Member
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Unknown userMember
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@outlandertoday has been ok. Starting to go downhill again with those thoughts returning. What is it about nights? Need to get to sleep early tonight. Have to leave home at 7:30am. Got pdoc in morning and meeting for workcover. Have to drive into city in peak hour traffic 
I am glad you have been able to rest today even with your sisters being there.
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Unknown userMember
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like your avatar too @outlander
The photos aren't great @Sans911, @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope, @outlander,don't think I can download from my phone so had to take photos of it but gives you a picture of the Brumbies I see.🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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they are clear enough to see them @Former-Member and thats good enough
@Former-Memberi have no bloody idea! its like an internal switch isnt it after a certain time its like oh hey you havent thoughts about these for a while or felt this way for abit here you go! oh thats early! will you have the kids tomorrow with you? good luck with your appts for tomorrow. i
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Unknown userMember
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@outlanderglad it is not only me that thinks that. Night time comes and my brain switches. Super frustrating 
No, the kids will stay here. Someone coming over to watch them. They would just have to sit in the waiting room. I sometimes have a leaky moment after the pdoc and don't want them to see that either.
What are your plans for tomorrow?
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@outlander it's even better when I can see it clearer. I don't use my laptop or tablet much. Mostly my phone. I've often been astounded when I seen members avatars in a bigger size. I like the top watercolour too.
I'm just about home after taking care of my friend's kids. I'm exhausted. I'm not used to getting up early and going out to do stuff ALL day. I get up early at home to feed the cat, but then I go back to bed and either doze or read for a couple more hours. These last two days have really shown how much toll my MI has taken on my physical health. It's really frustrating how easily I get tired. Much of the time I have to cut my chores of the day up into smaller chunks.
I also helped the removalists today when they came. And took her daughter down to the primary school to finalise her enrolment and get uniforms.
I no longer have a vehicle anymore either, so I'm faced with public transport. This doesn't bother me, but it does mean extra walking and waiting.
I'm just about home after taking care of my friend's kids. I'm exhausted. I'm not used to getting up early and going out to do stuff ALL day. I get up early at home to feed the cat, but then I go back to bed and either doze or read for a couple more hours. These last two days have really shown how much toll my MI has taken on my physical health. It's really frustrating how easily I get tired. Much of the time I have to cut my chores of the day up into smaller chunks.
I also helped the removalists today when they came. And took her daughter down to the primary school to finalise her enrolment and get uniforms.
I no longer have a vehicle anymore either, so I'm faced with public transport. This doesn't bother me, but it does mean extra walking and waiting.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member @outlander
Yep, same here with evenings. Definitely like a switch being flipped. And weekends. I really hate weekends. I guess it's probably because I have very little social life. Actually make that non existent social life. I can't remember the last time I saw a movie with a friend. Or went out for dinner with a someone other then my mother!
I feel so lost, alone and empty. And my kind plays havoc with these thoughts and twists them into negative arrows!
I'll be thinking of you tommorrow @Former-Member
Yep, same here with evenings. Definitely like a switch being flipped. And weekends. I really hate weekends. I guess it's probably because I have very little social life. Actually make that non existent social life. I can't remember the last time I saw a movie with a friend. Or went out for dinner with a someone other then my mother!
I feel so lost, alone and empty. And my kind plays havoc with these thoughts and twists them into negative arrows!
I'll be thinking of you tommorrow @Former-Member
