rough time

I'm here lil Sis @outlander

Are you ok to sit or talk? @Sans911

Absolutely my angel

@outlander

I'm struggling quite abit sis @Sans911

I know you have been lil Sis. Do you want to talk about it?

@outlander

There seems to be a lot of things but I can't get anything into words @Sans911

Can you just use one or two words to explain what's going on?

Is it to do with your pop, health, family?

@outlander

Things with pop...
Horses and work....
Family dynamics....
Studies.....
Finances....
Physical things are rather horrible... upcoming things....

@Sans911

I feel I'm failing at life in so many aspects

You're dealing with so many things all at the same time @outlander. That's incredibly overwhelming for you, and it's been ongoing for a long time. You've never had any let up or break, and you not only have physical illness to deal with but also mental illness.

I can understand why you might feel that you are failing (I'd probably feel the same), but you are trying to keep all the balls in the air, so it perhaps feels like your dropping them.

I can't help you except to say you have my unconditional love, support & guidance.

You are amazing in that you keep fighting, no matter what, but then do you really have a choice? I know you are often exhausted, scared and fed up. Keep your courage up, keep putting one foot in front of the other. It's all you can do for now, and I'll be here as will others when the going gets too much.

@outlander