rough time

Hi lil Sis @outlander 💜 💜

how are you tonight sis? hows your day been? @Sans911

Exhausted @outlander. Still very overwhelmed with lots of emotions. Trying to get used to slightly more noise than I'm used to(neighbour has TV going, cars in and out during the day). There were tears today and close to tears a few times.

I finished the kitchen at my old place. Cleaned the oven and nearly choked on the fumes.

I went to a community consultation meeting this afternoon, so that was a nice break.

A charity is coming tommorow to pick up the leftover furniture. I've got about 3 or so car loads to bring over still but nearly there.

The carpets get cleaned on Friday and then I have to flea bomb the place. After that's done I will return the keys.

How are you doing tonight? I saw you had a few hours spare today. What did you do to fill in your time?

Sounds like your slowly getting there with each step! And its alright to be emotional, youve probably been holding it all in alot too. The meeting sounds like a good break though. @Sans911

Im ok just tired mostly. I didnt really do anything, boring really. Done abit of crochet and abit of drawing and the horses but other than that just stuff at home chatting on here and controlling my own emotions after pops habitual complaining to other people and regular backlash from that.

It must be really hard to care for your pop when he's like he is.

Sounds like you took some time for yourself today, which is good to hear.

@outlander

Yeah it is @Sans911 i speak to his dr on monday though to get the ball rolling for some supports for him.

The self care is becoming boring though. Everything is just so repetitive atm. Will have to find other things to do

Do you have any plans for tomorrow besides the charity pickup? How are rhe boys going in the new place?

There's still more cleaning to be done, especially the outside windows and garden. Hopefully I can get someone to come and mow the lawn.

I took Mr A out the back out my new place on his lead. He enjoyed that a lot. But as soon as I opened the gate for the front he bolted back inside. There's lots of new noises for them here. I'm just taking things at their place. I'm giving them a lot of time, affection and praise right now.

I'm struggling to stay awake her lil Sis so I'm going to head off. Take care of yourself. Goodnight @outlander

Lots to adjust to for you all. Baby steps though.

Goodnight sis, i hope you sleep well 💜

Morning @Sans911 @Snowie @Former-Member @Former-Member @Shaz51 @Appleblossom and everyone 💕