rough time

Oh my darling lil Sis @outlander. You're the hardest person on yourself. We can only do and be in life with what we know, what we have learnt. In many ways, you are still very young, yet you have shouldered many responsibilities early in your life. You are doing the best you can right now with what you know, and that is more than enough. There are not many 22year olds that take care of their grandparent AND siblings like you do. And you have your own health issues too, which always seem to take a back seat. Plus, you family fails to see what a beautiful, compassionate, kind, caring, funny and sweet young woman that I have come to know. They fail to appreciate your worth. But in the process, you are so beaten down by their attitudes and behaviours that it's really hard for you to see the world in a positive way. Who could blame you? And you do know how to interact, and do it well. You're forum family loves you unconditionally, as your family should. We don't always get life right, and that's more than OK. You are constantly at people's beck and call, and are frequently overwhelmed with added responsibilities. You'll get around to making the appointment for your pop. It'll work out OK. Breathe my sweet angel, and feel the love of the forum family surround you with warmth and light. Just get through today for now.

Thank you @Snowie @Former-Member @Sans911 @Former-Member @Shaz51
for being here, i really dont deserve you guys. i wish i had more than Thank you to say.
The crash is already coming, its already started so i dont know where itll lead now. i dont know if talking about what else is happening atm is helpful at this point, i worry itll make things worse rather than better...

Thanks @Snowie @Shaz51 @Former-Member
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Are you guys going ok tonight?

Definitely no need to be sorry my Lil Sis @outlander. No one means for things to go the way they do. We're all here to support you hun. You deserve every bit of it. We'll support you as long as you need it.