rough time

Morning everyone.

Any plans for you all today?

@CheerBear@Bunniekins@Mazarita@Sans911@Faith-and-Hope@Appleblossom @Nay69

Thank you @CheerBear@Bunniekins@Mazarita for your posts. Ive just got to head to an appointment and then ill come back and respond properly.

Hi @outlander

Sometimes people get slow on threads - I found this myself last week - I seemed to have lost my mojo - my get up and go had got up and gone - felt rotten

I was here but not answering a whole lot

Okay - what has been happening - my cat is okay now - I wondered what had happened to my sweet little girl - I think she must have been sick - and I am glad she has recovered -

I spent most of the week alone and it was peaceful here in my unit by myself with the cat in a better mood- the weather was really bad -

But it's Monday again and Mondays usually have a positive effect on me

So what has been happening in your life - thinking of you

Oh I forgot - I said I would write in green today - I have to remember that

Dec

Missing you too my sweet sis @outlander

I am never far away sweetie

Afternoon @Mazarita

thank you for posting, I think that 'meltdown' has been a long time coming. Its been abit since ive felt that special forum connection except with a few members but even with some its missing something and that saddens me. I now know others have felt theres something missing too so I hope that suggestion of the new game or project will help get some more engagement happening here too. I know a lot of it is also my fault with my stupid brain so its been hard to engage anywhere as well as others living their lives offline (which im happy about) and having their own troubles but im very selfishly missing all my friends, connections and being able to engage properly here, of course theres no pressure to be here either.

The part about talking about the harder life stuff and being bothersome I not only feel is here (not through anyone) but also in my mind too. @Sans911 made a very good point of how do you talk when its the same shite different day, it gets harder and harder to talk or even know what to say. Im really glad you wont be leaving either Mazy, your an essential part of the forums too.

Hi @Bunniekins im glad to hear your not leaving either and your just busy, I would hate for you to leave too

Hello @CheerBear

Of course, I wouldnt want to pressure you at all to be here. I know your in quite a pickle yourself, it just came to a point last night where I was just extremely missing everyone so much and I had to say something. I had kept it quiet for a while but I really couldnt hold it in anymore. I was worried people were going to be angry or think I was pressuring to be here.

I still find it really hard to 'grieve' for those that have left but sometimes its even hard to know that people are still right here but not 'here' so its hard to help them, or they are sturggling themselves to accept the help/re-engage if that makes sense? Its almost like grieving for something that doesnt really need to be grieved over.

I very much value our friendship and just you in general too.

Hello @Snowie im so glad to see you and missing you too sis. I know im being really selfish but im really grateful and love when you are able to be here too

Afternoon @Owlunar

Your another ive been missing, like you ive been reading and 'supporting' a lot but havent known what to say. It really is that lack of connection and stupid brains not being able to enjoy themselves in doing anything. Our friendship is another I value, you helped me through a rather rotten and scary time esp physically and that I will probably never be able to repay back.

Im glad Companion cat is going better, I know she wasnt well for a few days and wasnt sure if it was her time or not so im glad shes going strong again.

There has been a lot but also nothing really happening in my life. Just mostly the same things, except starting my studies again and organising for an upcoming surgury. Im not sure how much you know of that so will leave that up to you if you would like to know more

hugs @outlander

Hi lil Sis @outlander

Sorry, I'm on the run at the moment as I have an evening mh meeting to go to soon.

I've had a very frustrating day with a few issues. I've not got time to go through them now. And I've got to feed the cats before I go out.

I'll be back around midnight your time, so if you're awake I'll have a brief chat with you, OK?

Hugs lil Sis. Last night's chat was helpful BTW.