Manicmatt22Contributor
My Day so far...
My dad is alive. Father of the year.
You know everyone thought I was lying about that moment. (Eat those words) I'm sorry it wasn't me that died back then, but don't worry you won't have to wait much longer.
I'm sorry that I continue to let you down even though I'm just telling you and everyone else the cold hard truth. I'm just fulfilling my destiny.
I think copying everyone of these conversations (as I have been) to the police and news networks (shows I'm keen to get the truth out there) and those of some with the knowledge, to perhaps help me if I cared enough about any of it or they find me. You want reality TV people. Look up Dad, Ask him what he thinks of me? or just read the email below. Mum's always good for a comment, whilst my Step-dads last words to me were a life threat and who's that other person. Ah yes, Living Sis, she's disowned me more times than I could count on my fingers. Shout out to another Man in your life having trouble with the ATO, how many is that, all of them.
The father of your 2nd child is the biggest thief and screwed you totally and you backed down for a loss. Now he was aggressive. Maybe that's where your trauma resides.
Ever drive intoxicated dad, mum? How bout since your daughter that you loved so much died in a car accident cause of her drunk friend? Ever covered up an accident dad? Ever lied to an Insurance company about who was driving a vehicle? I was all grown up then, about a year after Kellie died yeah still not 18? Why did your relationship with Mum end? Is it still true that it lasted 5 years longer then it would have, if Kellie hadn't died dad? That's what you told me right dad? While you dropped me at Rachel Short's, right before we broke up.
The only thing you ever cared about was your money. I'm sure you could tell me what I owe you? It would be diarised and balanced with interest. Anyway, the only way to get your attention was to be mini you. Wait no, that's your other daughter. I think I took from you to get your attention at first or to see if you cared. At least now I know how you feel.
No responsibility taken though thanks.
Your mother tho. What's almost 94 years old and just won't die and will leave you as much as I'll leave you and you'd leave me? Your mum. How much time did I spend with her as my "Guardian" growing up? How long did I give up my room whilst you bent over backwards and did the best you could to accommodate? At least then you cared if I did my homework, which I never did by the way!
She's was a Narccicist and a Pathological liar. I'm sure we could get plenty of people to attest to your drinking at good old Country Club on a Saturday afternoon. Oh that's okay, that was only 15 midi's of light beer in 3-4 hours. You forget we went to Chinese afterwards, where you and Douglas continued to drink, you two must have really loved your wives, I mean lives. At least 44 Saturdays a year. I hear he does Ice now. Good for you my friend. I saw first hand the effects of alcohol and felt the effects of drugs. No boundaries left, I'm surprised I had any. What about your son (allergic to grass and prone to hayfever) that you made mow and rake throughout the sneezy season, why you watched TV in aircon? Also, who did the edgers on our half acre yard? Oh that's right mum... but you provided for us all financially, while she worked, did the cooking, cleaning, washing, organised kids, shopping, lunches, breakfast, chauffeuring, parenting, loving, caring, household finance management. She also found time to knit, fold and iron, for 5 or 6 of us. No wonder she was depressed in her mid 30's.
Thanks also for taking the time to reply. Say hi to Nan, Dianne and her kids for me. Enjoy playing happy families. One last thing, for history's sake, do you think you're on the autism scale? Sandhya thought you might have some level of asbergers? Ever spoken to a therapist about the shit going on inside your brain? How do you comfort a child, a teenager that idolised you, you don't right? and you let him run to mum as you did to become a little mummas boy. I was teased and overpowered physically by most everyone I've ever known and I've still never wrapped my hands around anyones throat, unless determined that they're into that 😋
I wish that I could say I'm proud but Pride went out the window decades ago. Thanks for bringing me into the world though and approving my early exit. Role model.
Your ex-son,
Matt
Sent from Yahoo7 Mail on Android
----- Forwarded message -----
From: Gerry
To: Matt
Cc:
Sent: Thu, 4 Jan 2018 at 17:13
Subject: re letter sent
Matt
where do I start, to say I'm disappointed is an understatment. Growing up, all Iwanted was a son. I was so proud when you came along. The Matt I knew as a young boy was fulfilling and I was grateful and proud. Iwas so looking forward to you growing into a young man with potential. What happened I blame myself for not being around enough but with work & supporting a family so you all could have a good life. But what you have turned into I can only blame you & you alone, & for puting the blame on others, please look at yourself long & hard in the mirror & admit you have a huge problem. I don't think you know what you want in life because the path you have choosen is so so very wrong.
We all have faults but we admit it, you, I'm afraid don't know or accept it. Matt you are a smart person too smart for your own good, but use it in the wrong way.
Also Your Mum, Sister& Friends that talk about you behind your back, why shouldn't they, all you do is lie, use, abuse & steal from them repeatably.
In life you have to have rules but you don't or if you do you break them without feeling guilty.
Lastly about me what I did to Kel I lost my cool for a split moment & will regret it for the rest of my life but thanks for bringing it up. Also for my gambling I did that after I'd owned 3 houses & paid all the bills never owing anyone, how are you going in that field. Next my drinking how would you know how many drinks Doug & I had 15 in 1 afternoon Ha Ha. I'm affraid the DRUGS you are on have fried your brain . Going to a pub & having a few bets is what normal fathers &sons do , I know I'm normal or close to it & not losing my whole pay. About drugs, I'm glad I never tried them or I could have ended up Twisted Sick&Angry like YOU. I only hope you grow up & be a man accept your punishment & get your life back in order. Also thank you for your strong feeling & kind words for someone who CARED.
Have a great life or what is left of it DAD
You know everyone thought I was lying about that moment. (Eat those words) I'm sorry it wasn't me that died back then, but don't worry you won't have to wait much longer.
I'm sorry that I continue to let you down even though I'm just telling you and everyone else the cold hard truth. I'm just fulfilling my destiny.
I think copying everyone of these conversations (as I have been) to the police and news networks (shows I'm keen to get the truth out there) and those of some with the knowledge, to perhaps help me if I cared enough about any of it or they find me. You want reality TV people. Look up Dad, Ask him what he thinks of me? or just read the email below. Mum's always good for a comment, whilst my Step-dads last words to me were a life threat and who's that other person. Ah yes, Living Sis, she's disowned me more times than I could count on my fingers. Shout out to another Man in your life having trouble with the ATO, how many is that, all of them.
The father of your 2nd child is the biggest thief and screwed you totally and you backed down for a loss. Now he was aggressive. Maybe that's where your trauma resides.
Ever drive intoxicated dad, mum? How bout since your daughter that you loved so much died in a car accident cause of her drunk friend? Ever covered up an accident dad? Ever lied to an Insurance company about who was driving a vehicle? I was all grown up then, about a year after Kellie died yeah still not 18? Why did your relationship with Mum end? Is it still true that it lasted 5 years longer then it would have, if Kellie hadn't died dad? That's what you told me right dad? While you dropped me at Rachel Short's, right before we broke up.
The only thing you ever cared about was your money. I'm sure you could tell me what I owe you? It would be diarised and balanced with interest. Anyway, the only way to get your attention was to be mini you. Wait no, that's your other daughter. I think I took from you to get your attention at first or to see if you cared. At least now I know how you feel.
No responsibility taken though thanks.
Your mother tho. What's almost 94 years old and just won't die and will leave you as much as I'll leave you and you'd leave me? Your mum. How much time did I spend with her as my "Guardian" growing up? How long did I give up my room whilst you bent over backwards and did the best you could to accommodate? At least then you cared if I did my homework, which I never did by the way!
She's was a Narccicist and a Pathological liar. I'm sure we could get plenty of people to attest to your drinking at good old Country Club on a Saturday afternoon. Oh that's okay, that was only 15 midi's of light beer in 3-4 hours. You forget we went to Chinese afterwards, where you and Douglas continued to drink, you two must have really loved your wives, I mean lives. At least 44 Saturdays a year. I hear he does Ice now. Good for you my friend. I saw first hand the effects of alcohol and felt the effects of drugs. No boundaries left, I'm surprised I had any. What about your son (allergic to grass and prone to hayfever) that you made mow and rake throughout the sneezy season, why you watched TV in aircon? Also, who did the edgers on our half acre yard? Oh that's right mum... but you provided for us all financially, while she worked, did the cooking, cleaning, washing, organised kids, shopping, lunches, breakfast, chauffeuring, parenting, loving, caring, household finance management. She also found time to knit, fold and iron, for 5 or 6 of us. No wonder she was depressed in her mid 30's.
Thanks also for taking the time to reply. Say hi to Nan, Dianne and her kids for me. Enjoy playing happy families. One last thing, for history's sake, do you think you're on the autism scale? Sandhya thought you might have some level of asbergers? Ever spoken to a therapist about the shit going on inside your brain? How do you comfort a child, a teenager that idolised you, you don't right? and you let him run to mum as you did to become a little mummas boy. I was teased and overpowered physically by most everyone I've ever known and I've still never wrapped my hands around anyones throat, unless determined that they're into that 😋
I wish that I could say I'm proud but Pride went out the window decades ago. Thanks for bringing me into the world though and approving my early exit. Role model.
Your ex-son,
Matt
Sent from Yahoo7 Mail on Android
----- Forwarded message -----
From: Gerry
To: Matt
Cc:
Sent: Thu, 4 Jan 2018 at 17:13
Subject: re letter sent
Matt
where do I start, to say I'm disappointed is an understatment. Growing up, all Iwanted was a son. I was so proud when you came along. The Matt I knew as a young boy was fulfilling and I was grateful and proud. Iwas so looking forward to you growing into a young man with potential. What happened I blame myself for not being around enough but with work & supporting a family so you all could have a good life. But what you have turned into I can only blame you & you alone, & for puting the blame on others, please look at yourself long & hard in the mirror & admit you have a huge problem. I don't think you know what you want in life because the path you have choosen is so so very wrong.
We all have faults but we admit it, you, I'm afraid don't know or accept it. Matt you are a smart person too smart for your own good, but use it in the wrong way.
Also Your Mum, Sister& Friends that talk about you behind your back, why shouldn't they, all you do is lie, use, abuse & steal from them repeatably.
In life you have to have rules but you don't or if you do you break them without feeling guilty.
Lastly about me what I did to Kel I lost my cool for a split moment & will regret it for the rest of my life but thanks for bringing it up. Also for my gambling I did that after I'd owned 3 houses & paid all the bills never owing anyone, how are you going in that field. Next my drinking how would you know how many drinks Doug & I had 15 in 1 afternoon Ha Ha. I'm affraid the DRUGS you are on have fried your brain . Going to a pub & having a few bets is what normal fathers &sons do , I know I'm normal or close to it & not losing my whole pay. About drugs, I'm glad I never tried them or I could have ended up Twisted Sick&Angry like YOU. I only hope you grow up & be a man accept your punishment & get your life back in order. Also thank you for your strong feeling & kind words for someone who CARED.
Have a great life or what is left of it DAD
