Overcoming Stumbling Blocks

Hi everyone,

I thought I would share with everyone a little journey i have gone through recently, and I think it's prudent to have this in the "Looking After Ourselves" forum thread. It's certianly my little lesson is looking after myself.

Lately I have been doing a lot. I work, I have also been going to university fulltime. I also have a 17 year old daughter, and there are some family issues going on. I also run a program on the weekends for people at risk of homelessness. Oh and there's also "life" to fir into the mix.

I noticed that while I was doing all these things, I was starting to do them with some sense of resentment. I felt I wasn't enjoying myself, it was actually starting to get difficult to begin each day.

So I felt something had to give. I made the decision to defer university for a semester, in order to help myself. I actually went through a real sense of failure at this, and it has taken me some time to get over this. I think the turning point was when i finally admitted to myself that I am human.

I felt that my choice was doing everything else in my life, and stop uni, or do uni and stop everything else in my life. I think my lesson here is that no one is a superman or superwoman, and i needed to include myself in that.

We seem very capable of saying these things to others, but often don't apply them to ourselves.

So, this is a bit of a personal story of overcoming a stumbling block. The stumbling block was thinking I could do everything, and nearly having a nervous breakdown. The process of overcoming it was in admitting I can't do everything. In admitting this to myself, I have found a huge sense of relief, and have actually become interested in life again.

I was wondering if anyone else has a similar story of overcoming their own personal stumbling blocks?