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No one ever gets why I do what I do I just wish that someone can see all my pain That one person I wished to see it never did And now I’m left here alone and confused
That one person who I trusted so much left Now I can’t tell what’s wrong from right She meant the world to me She left so suddenly It was so stupid I’m left here to cry myself to sleep
Everyone tells me not to cry but they never know why I do They wonder what’s behind my walls What am I hiding from them? I’m hiding everything from everyone
That is left unexplained They always ask me why I’m so distant I never tell them why I’m afraid of the things that I have to hide My problems are like an untouched checklist Never to be solved Never to be completed It just sits there making me feel horrible
There so lucky They don’t know my dark side The side that they don’t see in me The one person that will never show They will never know
I was always left to fight my battles alone I constantly struggle through everything I thought I was going to get some soldiers along the way but no No one to pick me up when I fall down No one to really understand, Who I truly am Everyone has their own dark side But what am I?
Hi @Bubbles3 I apologise just the way it sounded i thought it may be domestic violence related. I just hoped it wasn't.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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It took us all a little while to catch on @Former-Member ..... and it’s still very hard and confusing for @Bubbles3 too ..... but all our different situations are very challenging. That’s why we are here ..... walking along with each other .....
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Unknown userMember
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@Faith-and-Faith I know that i agree. I haven't been in the forum long so previous threads i don't read way back on about each forum member because it isn't my business. Just trying to help regarding what i read today...
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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Thats ok @Former-Member. Thanks for explaining @Faith-and-Hope
Mark is one of my alters. If that the right word. His fked in the head. I sometimes turn into him.
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Unknown userMember
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@Bubbles3 Ah i turned into a monster once the person i feared the most (HIM)
Sorry i wasn't trying to intervene...
I am off to bed had a busy day in the salon and need sleep from my chaotic day
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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All good @Former-Member
Hope you have a good sleep
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Unknown userMember
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@Bubbles3
Thanks try and have a chilled night ❤️
Goodnight ✨
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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I hear them there everyday, Why will they not go away? They tell me that I'll be betrayed, Will it be really be that way?
They fill my brain with thoughts and doubts, Will I ever make it out? Of the hell that I am in, I don't think I'll ever win.
I'm sure they've taken over me, The voices make me want to flee, They make me want to cry inside, but I know that I can't hide.
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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Alone in my head, I'm feeling so low, You wont understand, No one can know.
My eyes are so tired, I can't sleep at night, Your face haunts my dreams, When I turn out the light.
It happened so suddenly, It happened so fast, I knew all at once, That none of this would last.
Was I just a game? Was this all just for fun? Did my feelings matter, To anyone?
"This didn't mean anything", That's what you said, As I was so shamefully, Getting up from your bed.
I held my head high, As I walked by your side, Tears welling up, I was dying inside.
Weeks have passed, Keeping secrets, telling lies, I don't have the strength, To look either of them in the eyes.
My heart has been broken, Not once, but twice, Once by my best friend, Once by the love of my life.
Deep down inside, I know it's my fault, So I'm just going to lock it, Away in my vault.
Sometimes I still think of you, When I'm lying in bed, Still all alone, Inside of my head.
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Bubbles3Senior Contributor
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Why was 3 of my poems or i do t k ow what they were removed @KobeCat back in page 93
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