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Something’s not right

THE dark side

THE dark side

No one ever gets why I do what I do
I just wish that someone can see all my pain
That one person I wished to see it never did
And now I’m left here alone and confused

That one person who I trusted so much left
Now I can’t tell what’s wrong from right
She meant the world to me
She left so suddenly
It was so stupid
I’m left here to cry myself to sleep

Everyone tells me not to cry but they never know why I do
They wonder what’s behind my walls
What am I hiding from them?
I’m hiding everything from everyone

That is left unexplained
They always ask me why I’m so distant
I never tell them why
I’m afraid of the things that I have to hide
My problems are like an untouched checklist
Never to be solved
Never to be completed
It just sits there making me feel horrible

There so lucky
They don’t know my dark side
The side that they don’t see in me
The one person that will never show
They will never know

I was always left to fight my battles alone
I constantly struggle through everything
I thought I was going to get some soldiers along the way but no
No one to pick me up when I fall down
No one to really understand,
Who I truly am
Everyone has their own dark side
But what am I?

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@Former-Member ^^^;

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In this life
I once felt hope.
I sometimes still believe in this,
but each moment a little less.
I feel abandoned in my despair,
and it's difficult to repair.
I get broken each day some more,
keeping these emotions in my core.
I find myself hiding behind this smile,
the one that shows my denial.
I have thoughts of lonesomeness,
which no person should possess.
I camouflage this so well;
it feels like I'm in hell.
I hurt on the inside,
trying to push these demons aside.
I want something better,
to not feel all this terror.
I know it can be manageable;
there are things that make life tolerable.
I just cannot find the thrill,
like when I was a child with a one dollar bill.
I remember when dreams were imaginable,
now it feels like I'm undoubtedly fallible.
I wish to find myself soon.
This feels as if I'm trapped in a cocoon.
I would like to hatch,
not be so detached.
I need to end this coldness,
before death leaves me soulless.


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Oh no @Bubbles3 .....

We’re you out walking your dog ? What happened ?

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@Bubbles3

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No @Faith-and-Hope

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@Faith-and-Hope
I went out this morning and when i got back i forgot to clise the gate. Then went inside and rusty went out. I forgot the gate was open and he attacked another dog and now going to be declared as a dangerous dog

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That is not good at all @Bubbles3

Was the other dog hurt bad?

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I dont thenk so @Determined

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Then hopefully it may not be issue unless he has been a serial pest or the owner of the other dog wants to make an issue of it.

Was the other dog on leash, if not then the owner is just as responsible. That how it works where I am anyway.

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Have you found out what that means @Bubbles3 ? Does it mean he has to be on a lead to be out of the yard ? Finding out what the boundaries are might make it feel less scary.
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