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Something’s not right

THE dark side

THE dark side

No one ever gets why I do what I do
I just wish that someone can see all my pain
That one person I wished to see it never did
And now I’m left here alone and confused

That one person who I trusted so much left
Now I can’t tell what’s wrong from right
She meant the world to me
She left so suddenly
It was so stupid
I’m left here to cry myself to sleep

Everyone tells me not to cry but they never know why I do
They wonder what’s behind my walls
What am I hiding from them?
I’m hiding everything from everyone

That is left unexplained
They always ask me why I’m so distant
I never tell them why
I’m afraid of the things that I have to hide
My problems are like an untouched checklist
Never to be solved
Never to be completed
It just sits there making me feel horrible

There so lucky
They don’t know my dark side
The side that they don’t see in me
The one person that will never show
They will never know

I was always left to fight my battles alone
I constantly struggle through everything
I thought I was going to get some soldiers along the way but no
No one to pick me up when I fall down
No one to really understand,
Who I truly am
Everyone has their own dark side
But what am I?

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Hi @Faith-and-Hope@Determined@BlueBay@Former-Member

Iv just woken up. I stayed up rreally late last night. I end up talking to my nan and grandad on skype last night. So that was good to hear from them. My grandad suffers with the same lung problems as i do but a 100 times worse. They live iin tthe uk so im hoping they can come over just one more time. But i doubt it coz he is sick most of the time.

My hubby is being ok so far with this mornning. I hope it stays that way. I cant handle another day of shit but he has already started drinking so things could change.

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Oh dear @Bubbles3 😔

Glad you spent that Skype time with your Nan and Pop.

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hi @Bubbles3

that was nice that you got to skype with your grandparents - such a special time.

I hope your hubby stays okay for the whole day for you and doesn't cause anhy problems for you.

take care

BB xxoo

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Glad you spent that Skype time with your Nan and Pop. @Bubbles3 and fingers crossed for your husband

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Thanks everyone

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Now his friend is coming around and i hate the fact that he is all happy around other people and not me. Why cant he just be nicce to me like a friend

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Oh that sucks doesn't it. I would hate that too.

Can you try to keep yourself busy ie. colouring in or drawing??

what are yoiu doing at the moment?

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Fking cops. I hate the fki g pigs. I just want my fking phone back. They said one week. Its been longer tthan one fking week. C.?......

Fk them. They can charge with what ever the fk they want ..

I dont care anymore

Thats my winge for the day

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@Determined@Former-Member@soul@CheerBear@BlueBay@Faith-and-Hope@Shaz51@Queenie

well guess what

i called up the pig station (cops). and asked for my phone and im not getting it back untill the end of the court hearing which now i have another charge against me . so im going to court on the 28th of feb and now on the 22nd of march for this other charge that i have no idea what the fk that is all about.

so no fking phone. i was so pissed of i started crying. i called my lawyer and he said tgheres nothing i can do aout it. and while i was on tghe phone i was crying to him.

so now

i drove to a telstra shop and got and another phone (a better one)haha) and now im going to report to testra that my phone has been stollen. iv got my old number back so thats good. didnt cost me a single thing.

so now the pigs wont e able to excess my phone what so ever. stupid c...........

so they can shuv that up there arse.

fking pigs. hate the fking things

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and sorry about my swearing
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