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Something’s not right

THE dark side

THE dark side

No one ever gets why I do what I do
I just wish that someone can see all my pain
That one person I wished to see it never did
And now I’m left here alone and confused

That one person who I trusted so much left
Now I can’t tell what’s wrong from right
She meant the world to me
She left so suddenly
It was so stupid
I’m left here to cry myself to sleep

Everyone tells me not to cry but they never know why I do
They wonder what’s behind my walls
What am I hiding from them?
I’m hiding everything from everyone

That is left unexplained
They always ask me why I’m so distant
I never tell them why
I’m afraid of the things that I have to hide
My problems are like an untouched checklist
Never to be solved
Never to be completed
It just sits there making me feel horrible

There so lucky
They don’t know my dark side
The side that they don’t see in me
The one person that will never show
They will never know

I was always left to fight my battles alone
I constantly struggle through everything
I thought I was going to get some soldiers along the way but no
No one to pick me up when I fall down
No one to really understand,
Who I truly am
Everyone has their own dark side
But what am I?

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He could he @Determined

I dont know but he needs to talk to me bt when he does he is angry

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I need some ones help hubby going to home in a minute

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How can I help @Bubbles3

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@Determined

I dont know. He is angry with me

I do t know what to do

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Can I gently suggest try and not react @Bubbles3...

Very difficult I know given how you are feeling.

Your hubby may well be angry so in no way do I want to minimise your fears or concerns but I just wanted share a possible alternate perspective. My darling often percieves that I am angry when in my mind I am anxious or concerned. Particually when she is unwell and there seems to be nothing I can do to help 😕

Please dont see this as blaming you or attacking you, just wanting to share how I feel with my darling in the hope it may help you to understand your hubby.

There are times when I feelmit ia better for me to minimise discussion to avoid an escalation and my darling percieves this as me rejecting her because I am angry... tends to be a loose loose situation 😕

I really hope that things go smoothly for you when hubby gets home and that I have not offended youbat all with my thoughts.

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That does s make sense @Determined

Thats why iv got you to talk to.... to help me understand the male side of things

I really appreciate it thankyou

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OMG what a fking mess.

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with you @Bubbles3

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@bubbles
You have @Shaz51 now & me don't look back sweetheart, ok

Love you!

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I wish my life was full of happiness and sunshine.
But the darkness is always there,
With a shadow is alway following me.
With no where to turn,
The sunshine through very raer, here and there,
But The darkness is always nearby waiting to take over.
When the sun shine through,
Im having the time of my life, nothing could go wrong.
But then the darkness come and takes over everthing.
When the darkness is here im in a big pitted hole with no way of climbing out, no where to scream.
No one to listening to my halowing dreams.
Im left by myself in the shadow of darkness.
I just want the sunshine to come through and help me out, just for some to listen and hear my cry for help.
Just for it to bring me back to this earth and be happy and true to myself.
But the the days go on ,im stuck in the darnk ness with no where to turn.
I cant scream loud enough ,my voice is going.
Maybe it time, time to end the pain.
Time to end the suffering that im in time and time again.
I need to be at peace for once in my life,
Not be suffering all over again.
Theres just not enought sunshine to help me through this ,
All there is darkness that covers all over me.

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