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Something’s not right

THE dark side

THE dark side

No one ever gets why I do what I do
I just wish that someone can see all my pain
That one person I wished to see it never did
And now I’m left here alone and confused

That one person who I trusted so much left
Now I can’t tell what’s wrong from right
She meant the world to me
She left so suddenly
It was so stupid
I’m left here to cry myself to sleep

Everyone tells me not to cry but they never know why I do
They wonder what’s behind my walls
What am I hiding from them?
I’m hiding everything from everyone

That is left unexplained
They always ask me why I’m so distant
I never tell them why
I’m afraid of the things that I have to hide
My problems are like an untouched checklist
Never to be solved
Never to be completed
It just sits there making me feel horrible

There so lucky
They don’t know my dark side
The side that they don’t see in me
The one person that will never show
They will never know

I was always left to fight my battles alone
I constantly struggle through everything
I thought I was going to get some soldiers along the way but no
No one to pick me up when I fall down
No one to really understand,
Who I truly am
Everyone has their own dark side
But what am I?

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@Faith-and-Hope

I dont eat ice cream so i dont that one

Night time when everyone is in bed and its just me

Uk and see my nan and grandad

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I like night time when everyone is in bed too @Bubbles3 .... and early morning for the same reason. It’s like that when you’ve got a family I think. You need some me-time too, somewhere in the day.

I have been lucky enough to visit the UK. My grandma was from there, but she came out to Australua as a teenager. I wouldn’t know where to find family in the UK now. For other parts of the family it was a couple of generations back.

What is your idea of the perfect pizza ? (Maybe something your kids like if you don’t eat pizza)

If you could dye your hair any colour, what would it be ?

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@Faith-and-Hope

I like the one with just cheese on top. I could eat every day. I love it

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Our kids were at a school once where cheese pizzas were the fave ..... nobody wanted to order anything else .....

I like garlic prawn pizza with tomato and spinach .... but it has to have enough cheese .... thin crust.

What colour would you dye your hair ?

@Bubbles3

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Pink @Faith-and-Hope
I do it every now and then

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That is what I am thinking, once my hair is all white, or close to it ..... a really soft pink.

Do you like Pink’s music @Bubbles3 ?

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Yeah @Faith-and-Hope

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Thought you might ..... I do too.

@Bubbles3

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@Bubbles3 I just arrived home and about to sit down with children as I left this morning before they woke, I just wanted you to know Im thinking of you, sorry to see things are still tough for you.

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@Faith-and-Hope@Determined@Catcakes@Former-Member

At hospital. Cant take this shit anymore. I feel so suicidal

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