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Something’s not right

THE dark side

THE dark side

No one ever gets why I do what I do
I just wish that someone can see all my pain
That one person I wished to see it never did
And now I’m left here alone and confused

That one person who I trusted so much left
Now I can’t tell what’s wrong from right
She meant the world to me
She left so suddenly
It was so stupid
I’m left here to cry myself to sleep

Everyone tells me not to cry but they never know why I do
They wonder what’s behind my walls
What am I hiding from them?
I’m hiding everything from everyone

That is left unexplained
They always ask me why I’m so distant
I never tell them why
I’m afraid of the things that I have to hide
My problems are like an untouched checklist
Never to be solved
Never to be completed
It just sits there making me feel horrible

There so lucky
They don’t know my dark side
The side that they don’t see in me
The one person that will never show
They will never know

I was always left to fight my battles alone
I constantly struggle through everything
I thought I was going to get some soldiers along the way but no
No one to pick me up when I fall down
No one to really understand,
Who I truly am
Everyone has their own dark side
But what am I?

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I have no phone @Former-Member
Im so angry
I hate my life
I hate it
I dont want to be here anymore
I cant do it anymore

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Can you go on helpline chat @Bubbles3 ?

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Its t
O hard on my ipad. Iv smashed lay laptop last night out of anger. @Faith-and-Hope.

My mum is bei g a c.... again. Being nasty to me. I cant deal with tbis shit

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Maybe have a shower and go to bed @Bubbles3 ? Call it a day ?

You have headphones to listen to music, don’t you ?

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Iv just had a shower @Faith-and-Hope bit to early bed just yet. But i willl be going soon. 。 。.

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Attagirl @Bubbles3 ....

That’s me too. I haven’t been well, but I have to keep exercising gently to get past it ..... so walked a lot again today, and I’m feeling really tired. It’s later where I am, but I’m going to bed soon too.

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@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@Ant7@Determined@soul

I feel so lonelyy. I have to use my stupid ipad to write. I have no phone. I believe someone has hacked into my phone to cause all this. Im calling my lawyer tomorrow morning and see what he can do.

This is all bullsh*t. Its always one thing after anothe.r. i never ends. Now im going to be charge with this to. What am i going to do. I nate the world. I fking hate it. Im never happy. Im always depressed. When will all this pain stop. I just want to stop.

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I know that once these sort of thoughts start circling in your head it’s hard to wind them down @Bubbles3. Sometimes a hot cup of tea like chamomile, or a hot chocolate can help with that.

Have you taken your night meds yet ?

Did you remember to take your other meds today, or were you too worked up ?

I know it sucks @Bubbles3, but you need to rest too, so you are in shape to sort it in the morning.

Gotta work out how to wind it down for tonight.

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Yeah i did take my meds today @Faith-and-Hope im going to take my night meds soon. Im just trying to calm dow n outside. The r in bed.

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WTG @Bubbles3.

Is Gizmo sleeping ?

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