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Something’s not right

THE dark side

THE dark side

No one ever gets why I do what I do
I just wish that someone can see all my pain
That one person I wished to see it never did
And now I’m left here alone and confused

That one person who I trusted so much left
Now I can’t tell what’s wrong from right
She meant the world to me
She left so suddenly
It was so stupid
I’m left here to cry myself to sleep

Everyone tells me not to cry but they never know why I do
They wonder what’s behind my walls
What am I hiding from them?
I’m hiding everything from everyone

That is left unexplained
They always ask me why I’m so distant
I never tell them why
I’m afraid of the things that I have to hide
My problems are like an untouched checklist
Never to be solved
Never to be completed
It just sits there making me feel horrible

There so lucky
They don’t know my dark side
The side that they don’t see in me
The one person that will never show
They will never know

I was always left to fight my battles alone
I constantly struggle through everything
I thought I was going to get some soldiers along the way but no
No one to pick me up when I fall down
No one to really understand,
Who I truly am
Everyone has their own dark side
But what am I?

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@Faith-and-Hope

The cops come around last night saying that i called somone ,which i didnt and then theyy took my phone. I was so angry , i was throwing things. I was just so angry. Im still so upset about it

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I think anyone would be angry under those circumstances @Bubbles3 .....

Can I ask you another personal question ? Do mark, kelly or lea ever use your phone to call anyone ? Only answer if you want to Hon.

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No @Faith-and-Hope not that i knew off. Im being charged again with the same thing as last time. So its another charge against me now. Im so upst. And i have no phone

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They will either find that you didn’t make the call you are being accused of, or you did, but didn’t know about it @Bubbles3 .....

..... and if that’s the case, maybe you need to get on to a doctor who is experienced in these things as soon as you can manage, cos you will need their support to sort it out.

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@Bubbles3 just seeing some of your posts here now, sorry I have not been around to listen, not having a great time here either so not taking much in at the moment.

Feeling for you at the moment, wish there was something I could donor say to help out. Thinking of you even if I am vacant and mia.

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@Faith-and-Hope i calling my lawyer tomorrow

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Hugs @Bubbles3 ..... 💜

Hang in there Hon .....

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I just dont know what to do @Faith-and-Hope i feel lost andd angry

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Find self-care activities to keep you busy until you call your lawyer tomorrow @Bubbles3 .... take your mind off things till then ....

Have you bought the grout for your mosaics yet ?

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@Faith-and-Hope no not yet
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