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Something’s not right

THE dark side

THE dark side

No one ever gets why I do what I do
I just wish that someone can see all my pain
That one person I wished to see it never did
And now I’m left here alone and confused

That one person who I trusted so much left
Now I can’t tell what’s wrong from right
She meant the world to me
She left so suddenly
It was so stupid
I’m left here to cry myself to sleep

Everyone tells me not to cry but they never know why I do
They wonder what’s behind my walls
What am I hiding from them?
I’m hiding everything from everyone

That is left unexplained
They always ask me why I’m so distant
I never tell them why
I’m afraid of the things that I have to hide
My problems are like an untouched checklist
Never to be solved
Never to be completed
It just sits there making me feel horrible

There so lucky
They don’t know my dark side
The side that they don’t see in me
The one person that will never show
They will never know

I was always left to fight my battles alone
I constantly struggle through everything
I thought I was going to get some soldiers along the way but no
No one to pick me up when I fall down
No one to really understand,
Who I truly am
Everyone has their own dark side
But what am I?

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Im at the doc atm @Determined. Then by the time i get back it will be time to pick the kids up from school.

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I just hate my hubby atm. Im angry @Determined

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I have to confess that I say that having spent a day on the couch myself thinking about stuff when there are jobs that need my attention.

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Sorry to hear you feel let down and so upset @Bubbles3

I'm listening and hearing you.

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If its anything like our house once you have the children from school you will be busy @Bubbles3,

Hoping that when hubby gets home from work he may be a little happier for you and the children.

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Wow ... that really sucks @Bubbles3 ..... I can hear how angry you are, and I would be too.

I am also thinking that maybe your hubby had a really sucky day at work yesterday, and it boiled over on you when he got home and things weren’t great there either.

Sometimes once we’re on a roll with a bad mood it just keeps going like it’s got a mind of it’s own and we can’t seem to change course. Maybe hubby will come home today in a better state of mind and you can celebrate your anniversary today instead.

Hugs Hon ..... you’re having a hard time of it and I can hear how sad and lonely you feel. I have been there with my hubby too, for different reasons.

Chin up. Wipe away those tears, and try to get one thing done that will please you to have achieved .... and make dinner all about you tonight ..... something for you that is your favourite, even if it’s ice cream and cookies.

💜

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Now his home. And not talking to me. I hate this shit

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I cant deal with this

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Glad you are home safe @Bubbles3 ! Sorry to hear things ar tough with the hubby though 😞

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@Former-Member why is sane shut
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