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Something’s not right

THE dark side

THE dark side

No one ever gets why I do what I do
I just wish that someone can see all my pain
That one person I wished to see it never did
And now I’m left here alone and confused

That one person who I trusted so much left
Now I can’t tell what’s wrong from right
She meant the world to me
She left so suddenly
It was so stupid
I’m left here to cry myself to sleep

Everyone tells me not to cry but they never know why I do
They wonder what’s behind my walls
What am I hiding from them?
I’m hiding everything from everyone

That is left unexplained
They always ask me why I’m so distant
I never tell them why
I’m afraid of the things that I have to hide
My problems are like an untouched checklist
Never to be solved
Never to be completed
It just sits there making me feel horrible

There so lucky
They don’t know my dark side
The side that they don’t see in me
The one person that will never show
They will never know

I was always left to fight my battles alone
I constantly struggle through everything
I thought I was going to get some soldiers along the way but no
No one to pick me up when I fall down
No one to really understand,
Who I truly am
Everyone has their own dark side
But what am I?

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Posting at the same time @Bubbles3 lol

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Sorry about this but my phone is about to die and I’m out.
I’m with you in my thoughts @Bubbles3 and @Zoe7.
Hang in there 💪💪💪❤️

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How old is mark @Bubbles3 ?

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Catch ya later my little bowling ball lol @Catcakes

@Bubbles3 listen to @Faith-and-Hope - she is wise

Maybe get a large glass of water also and sip it slowly - feel the water as you sip it - cold, smooth, refreshing....

I'll be back as soon as I can....

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i dont know but he is older in 40 s or 50s

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Thanks @Zoe7, but I don’t know about wise ..... I have just had lots of kids, and it can be hard to help them all get along at times .... must be so difficult to manage a set of identities within you, especially when one or more are hostile.

I am trying to think about how you might deal with anyone you live closely with who is behaving in a hostile way. Setting boundaries is important.

@Bubbles3

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Hi @Bubbles3 Candycane one of the moderators here just checking in to make sure that your safe let me know if there are any supports that i can offer you via email. If you need to talk to someone please contact;

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Beyondblue: 1300 22 4636 or web chat

If in immediate danger: 000

let me know how you are going.

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@Bubbles3 are u ok my friend

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no @Shaz51

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@Bubbles3 - this is no joke. Please use the services offered above if you need it. 💕

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