MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE

Thankyou @MDT it means a lot to me in what you said. Xx

merry christmas my sister @BlueBay

Merry Xmas @BlueBay, and everyone else on the forums.

Have been struggling these last few days, well struggling more than usual. Was a little teary this morning, anxiety has a bit of a grip on me at the moment. I almost cancelled out on a lunch with some friends yesterday, got to the venue and started to get a panic attack. I was able to ground myself before I dissolved into tears, but was left very jittery for the rest of the day.

I think I have finished my shopping, even wrapped some presents this morning. I’m more organised this year than I ever have been in my life, so you’d think I wouldn’t feel so stressed, but I just feel horrible all the time.

I hope everyone else is doing well and coping with this crazy time of year. Bring on 2019, it can only get better than this year

Hey @Razzle i haven’t been too good either this week. Very teary, mood down to zero wwith no motivation. It’s like I don’t care anymore about myself or anyone.

I hope next year is a better year for you. ❤️❤️

@BlueBay We could be a mirror image of each other, I feel exactly like you do. I have my mum here for the weekend and we are watching the carols on TV, it’s like nails on a chalk board !!

I hope your Xmas day works out for you, I understand you’re feeling anxious about it so I hope you can enjoy it, it will be so special with your little granddaughter, 15months is such a precious age. ❤️❤️

Thank you @BlueBay. Merry Christmas to you too.